addicted//lil skies

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

partied to hard

lean with me-juice wrld

bianca's p.o.v.

I was on the couch watching everyone dancing and having a good time while I'm here thinking about Skies's damn issue. I just didn't get it. One minute he's head over heels, the next thing you know he's switching up lanes.

"Hey, love!" Molly lumped on the couch with a cup a lean clearly intoxicated. She then laid on my legs constantly giggling. I was honestly wasn't in the mood for Molly's shit. "Not now Molly." I groaned rubbing my temples. 

Molly sat up and looked at me and raised her eyebrows. "Why you mad sis?"

I was honestly wasn't in the mood for Molly's shit. "Not now Molly." I groaned rubbing my temples."I'm bored. I'm finna find Lathan." Molly got up quickly and ran to find her boyfriend who was much more interesting. 

I sighed and just watched everyone do their thing in the crowd. I thought about Skies. I just didnt uderstand what I did. You Know?

I decide to do something that will distract me from pouting. I got up and headed to the bar. As I'm walking I spotted Skies in the crowd drinking. I decided to get up to ask what happened during the video shoot. I had walked three more steps. I then spot a girl who was really REALLY being hella friendly with this bitch.

He then spotted me. He took her neck and pushed her lips on his lips some more. This nigga had the nerve to go and kiss her right in front of me.

I wanted to go off but I wasn't feeling it. Oddly, I felt hurt. I then felt tears streaming down my face. 

I turned around pushed through the sweaty bodies and ran out to the front porch. There was no one there so I had privacy to cry all my feelings.

The question is why I felt this way. Me and Skies had no type relationship. We were simply friends. Not even close friends. I shouldn't be even crying like a pussy ass nigga.

"Bianca?" I turn around to be faced by Landon holding a drink and blunt in his hands.

"You ok?" He asked walking towards me and sitting beside me. Before I could say anything my lips started to quiver and I felt tears starting to fall down my face.

Landon face turn soft and concerned. He gave me a side hug. "Is this bout Ki?"

I looked up at Landon and nodded. "I saw him making out with a bitch on purpose Landon. Ion even know what I did to him that made him act out like that." I sighed and put my face in my and cried some more.

I heard Landon take a deep sigh. "Bianca look at me'"

I slowly looked up at Landon who was waiting for me to calm down before he can speak. He stuck his blunt in his mouth and blew the smoke on the side so he didn't blow it in my face. 

He offered me his blunt. I took his blunt. I closed my eyes and inhaled that shit and let it calm me down. I looked at Landon and gave him very mild, depressing smile. I gave him his blunt back and waited for him to tell me what he had on his mind.

"Ki's difficult. He does things to make him feel some type of way or to get the other person feel some type of way. Chances are he was feeling hurt or something."

Landon put the blunt  back his mouth looking at the moon and stars.

I sniffed. "Hurt?" What I did I do?" 

Landon shrugged his shoulders. Ion know. Bianca. Think bout it." 

He stood up and looked down at me who was still confused. 

 "Just let me know if you need anything." He said 

I nodded at him and I got up. He gave me a glance with a light smile and disappeared in the crowd.

I dried my tears away and my hands turned into fists. I got up and walked my ass right back into the party. 

I went straight to the bar and sat on the tall stool. "Five shots please.'"

The bartender nodded and fixed up my drink. He gave me my drink and I gulped that shit down. Soon enough one turned into two. Then two turned into four.

I knew at this point I was hella wasted. I walked towards the dance floor and started dancing with a male. 

"Bianca!" I saw Molly hella fucked up. And that''s the girl I wanted to spend the rest of the night.

"Molllllyyyy." I slurred and yelled at Molly who was talking to some of Lathan's friends. Molly face lit up and ran but was slightly tripping from the lean she had.

"Girl, are you high?" She laughed grabbing my arms.

I giggled and playing with my fabric on my outfit. "Yerr. I got high becaussseeee.... Ki gave some kiss kiss to another bitch."

Molly grabbed and looked into my face with her eyes wide. "That nigga kissing other bitches? Oh hell no."

I laughed again and came up with another plan. "We should get so fucked up tonight. Ion need that nigga in my life." 

Molly laughed and agreed. Molly pulled me causing me to stumble through the crowd. We went by a group of girls who were popping some pills. 

"Ayo can I get sum?" I asked slurring my words.

One of the girls nodded and handed me two pills and did the same to Molly. I took the nearest drink I could find and swallowed that shit and passed the drink to Molly.

I screamed in excitement and ran to the dance floor. 

Then someone grabbed my arm. I turn around to be faced by Billie and Emma looking hella concerned. 

"Dude what the fuck happend?" Billie raised her arms in the air. 

I rolled my eyes. "Nun Billie. I was justttt havingggg sum fun." 

Billie then raised her eyebrow at Molly who put her hands up and giggled. 

Emma reached out and took my arm. "Maybe we should take you guys home." 

I grabbed Emma's hand off my arm. "Nigga no!" I backed off into the crowd who was now staring at my scence I was making. 

I then felt hella dizzy. I tripped over things. The last thing I remembered was seeing Skies above me. Then I blacked out.