So far away (Troyler)

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Okay this is based on a Mary Lambert song that I love called So Far Away (go check it out)
It's about a long distance relationship and I love it a lot. Enjoy! (Also, sorry if I get any lyrics wrong, I'm writing this in school, so I don't have the lyrics) Okay Enjoy

Troye POV:

I'm a million miles away

from anywhere,

I miss him. I just want him beside me, like it used to be. I want to touch him so bad. I want to be able to kiss him again, just like I used to. I want to be able to have late-night cuddles, and watch movies. I want to be able to wake him up with breakfast in bed, like whenever I stayed at his place for a few weeks. I just wanted him, simple as that.

Slide my hands across the sheets,

pretend you're there,

I want him so bad. I want to love him, just like I used to. I honestly just want him here by my side. I'd give anything just for that to happen. I want to see his face in person, not on the Skype calls we always have, and not on facetime either. I just want to see him, and hug him, and kiss him. I just want to be with him, so so bad.

But missing you is a slow burn,

every time the earth turns,

I really just miss him. I just want to see him again, whether or not it's in a month, a year, or just a day. I want to touch his face again, hold his hand again. I want him so damn bad, I just love him so much.

I'm reminded that night is only half the time,

Even when I'm hurting, I know that this is worth it, tell me it'll be alright,

He is literally my everything, I don't have a clue on what I'd do without him, even when he's so far away. I want to see him again. He's all that occupies my mind, and it annoys me so much. Why'd I have to fall in love with him? With Tyler? He's a million miles away, I never see him. So why did I go and fall in love with him?

Gotta give me something to get me through the nothing

one more night,

I want him to kiss me like his world is disappearing, just like mine will be when we finally see each other again. I am so in love with that idiot, that it physically and emotionally hurts me. Why? Why is everyone else so lucky but us? Long-distance is hard enough, just knowing I'm not going to see him hurts me even more than it should. I love him.

Kiss me like the world is gonna disappear,

I'm a better person when I have you here,

I'm a better person when he's next to me anyway, he makes me happier, whether he knows it or not. I'm just overall better when I have him by my side. We could be happy, but distance ruins it all, once again. I don't know when Skype calls and facetiming will get to the point where I physically can't not see him anymore.

I, I, I, got you,

And I can get through, anything as long as I can see your face,

Right now you're so far away, so far away,

I constantly have bags under my eyes because I stay up checking to see what's been going on in your world, or if you call me at all. I don't really care, though, as long as I can see that you're happy. I can't concentrate on anything anymore, which probably sounds kind of stupid to anyone but me. I just really don't care anymore, but I guess you don't care about anything whenever you're in love.

I don't need a map to tell me where you are,

You and I, we come from the same star,

It's kind of like we're meant to be. He's told me that he misses me almost twenty times every day, and I always say it right back. My parents and all of our fans think that the way we stare at each other is lovesick, in a way. I agree with them.

Every day is a heartache,

And every night, I lie awake, I'm reminded the bed is only half-mine,

When we are together, we used to cuddle a lot. We'd curl up, put on a movie or show, and just sit there and watch. I usually ended up staring at him rather than the show anyway, but I don't think he minded, since he usually looked at me as well. We'd fall asleep in the position we'd been in, never actually finishing the show.

Even when I'm hurting, I know that this is worth it, tell me it'll be alright,

Gotta give me something to get me through the nothing, one more night,

My family gets mad at me, since I'm constantly on my phone, texting him. They say I need to get over him and move on. I say, what's the point, I'm already in love? Sometimes I think they forget what it's like to be a teenager. They don't understand what it's like to have your everything so far away.

Kiss me like the world is gonna disappear,

I'm a better person when I have you here,

They don't understand, no one at all understands what it's like to love someone so damn far away.

And I, got you,

And I can get through anything as long as I can see your face,

Right now you're so far away, so far away,

So far away, so far away.

Tyler POV

Oh my god, I miss him. I really really miss him.

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Hyelloh, it me again. This took really long to make, even though it's short. About that, I'm trying to make these longer, bear with me, k thanks bye

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