Falling for Mr. Bad Guy

RANT

So... Troye Sivan,

I'm actually kinda moody and it's New Year actually 7 hours 52 minutes after New Year, now its Whiskey & Morphine rushing through my skin... kinda happy going with solemn when I'm the jazzy and funk something related to dance type.

I couldn't wish V a good happy birthday and it kinda made me sad but I'm going through it. And also I've got tons of problems with me.

My family, boys (I really can't understand why they don't understand DON'T CALL ME BABE and DON'T TELL ME YOU MISS ME IN A WEIRD WAY)... I mean it cringes me to the last core and I feel like deleting their contacts but if I do... who will actually talk to me and keep me company when I'm sad, who will I call to disturb when I feel bothered and don't want to talk. Or who will I beg to talk shit or just say random things to when I miss my Triplet sisters.

My dad hasn't actually allowed me to go out since I came back from Uni, and to be honest it sulks like hell so I've been making a good use of my time to read on wattpad and its been helping with clearing thought until I'm finish or interrupted.

My sister was like... this whole year you've not been doing anything on wattpad other than read your messages and your notification but now... wattpad really!

Yeah... I don't have a browsing phone so I was away from wattpad for a long time. And when I came home, I didn't even bothering checking any story out though I know I need it sooo much. I just felt out of place for a very long time and tbh it feels lyk forever...

I'm trying and now I think I can now go back to writing a PART TWO to Falling for Mr. Bad Guy... or wait should I really finish it or just write a new story... I'm really filled with ideas as we speak...

Well I would continue My Play relationship too... I've actually written the next chapter but then my memory card got lost, I wished I had stored it in my mail but it's gone L

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Just tell me your opinion and if possible (I think I'm begging) cheer me up a little, I'm at my worst moments as of now and if anyone cares to know what is happening to me, please send me a private message, I think this is not good, I mean me saying this through my story page but I'm really desperate and lonely, it just feels like no one cares about me and I'm alone since I have 4 people I love and none of them has wished me happy new year till now.

I would have done it myself but I don't have card I mean call credit. It sulks right, everything is just blurry now and I hope I'm typing correctly.

Sorry, like I'm really sorry for making you read this and I think I should change the song I'm listening, it's too slow and it's making me cry more.

I take that back, they are 5, the fifth one is the most important and he hasn't even try calling though I texted him to call.

I've been ranting all day and its New Year, should I really be like this.

Sorry once again but I would again appreciate if I get someone to care before the unthinkable happens...

Ranting by Adegbuyi Funmilayo Ololade Rachael

...Adrac Racol

Sorry but please is this a sign of depression because if it is... idk...

9:08am...