Katarina Montgomery(Book 1 Unedited Rough Draft)

Chapter 23. The first time

      AUTHORS NOTE: THIS CHAPTER WILL BE VERY GRAPHIC AND ADULT SO PLEASE IF YOU AREN'T INTO THAT THING SKIP THE CHAPTER. i HAVE BEEN PLANNING THIS CHAPTER FOR A VERY LONG TIME AND HAVE BEEN SLOWLY LEADING UP TO IT SO PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME.

    As Murf and I disappear into the house I can feel someone watching me, their eyes are looking straight through to my soul, I feel like they know what my intentions are as I pull Murf along behind me to my room. Before I am alone forever I want to lose my innocence to another wolf. When we arrive at my room Murf stops at the door and just stares at me, I turn to him and give him a pleading look hoping he understands what it is I want. I want him, I wanted him from the start, I never had a true attraction to Noah other than the mate bond. I always longed for Murf though, he was so gentle and shy, so I knew he would be gentle with me. 

   Murf continues to stand in the doorway staring at me " are you sure you want this Kat? once it happens we can't take it back." "Yes more than anything in the world this is what I want Murf. I will never regret it to begin with, you are perfect and you are my other half even if we aren't mates. I love you Murf." I finally said it the thing I had been thinking all night long he steps into the room and closes the door behind him, he slowly backs me up against the wall and kisses my neck. "I love you too Kat I have since the moment I laid eyes on you. I was always jealous of Noah getting you and not me, and I am sad to admit this, but I was happy when you rejected him." " Murf can I be honest with you?" "of course Kat what's wrong?" "I think I would have rejected Noah anyways even if I didn't have too." "Kat what do you mean have too? you don't have to do anything you don't want to do!" so I began explaining to him my deal with Lucian and why I have no mate. " Kat i'm so sorry you shouldn't have to go through this especially not so young."

    As he says this I knew what to do it was like it just came naturally all of the sudden. I went into the bath room and turned on the water hoping Murf would  stay in the room, I quickly freshened up and put on something that I had hidden in the bathroom, it was a dark red lace lingerie outfit, it made me seem paler and more goddess like, it fit my curves perfectly pushing my chest up and making it seem bigger, the bottom was a boy short type thing but all lace, they fit tightly and hugged my thighs and ass. I threw a little bit of make up on and brushed my teeth and grabbed a black lace robe off of the hanger on the wall. Yes I had this planned what I had not planned would come later. 

    I opened the bathroom door to see Murf laying on the bed still fully clothed, I think he was asleep. I find some candles and lit them, I wanted this to be special for Murf as well as myself, I knew it was both of our first times. After I had finished I turned to the bed and realized Murf still hadn't moved and I began to second guess my choice. Was I really ready for this? Yes yes I was. I sat down gently on the edge of the bed trying to decide what to do when Murf reaches over and starts slipping my robe off of my shoulders, he slowly begins kissing my neck and back from behind, gently nipping at the area where a mark should be. He gently pulls me into his lap turning me to face him, his hand cups my chin as I stare at his chest. "Kat are you sure that this is what you want?" he  asks again. "Yes Murf I am sure I am just not sure what to do." As he stares into my eyes I lean forward and gently kiss him pulling him closer and begin to unbutton his shirt. 

     After I get his shirt unbuttoned I continue kissing him hungrily, I begin to slowly push his shirt down his body never removing my lips from his, he gently bites my lip I open my mouth a little bit as his tongue enters my mouth, it is sweet like strawberries. Our tongues continue to intertwine and move as one, I could feel him beginning to get hard underneath me. At this I gasped a little bit and moaned, this made him even harder. I clawed his now bare back, digging my nails in as I bite his lip, he grabs my waist as I do this pulling me directly on top of his hardness. I feel a heat rise in my abdomen as Murf slowly picks me up and gently lays me on my back, he never takes his lips away from mine. He slowly starts kissing down my body as he is doing this I begin unbuttoning his pants. He slowly stands up and takes his pants off leaving him in light grey boxers which left nothing to the imagination, he was huge and I had no idea how that would fit inside of me. He crawls back onto the bed, putting himself on top of me kissing me once again he begins to slowly kiss down my body, once he reaches my chest he shows how strong he is as he rips my top and allows my breasts to spill out. 

    He begins to show my breasts unconditional love, gently kissing them and toying with them with his tongue, he slowly starts caressing my breasts teasing my nipples with his fingers. He begins moving even lower down my body, I can feel a wetness seeping out, while my core is on fire. I feel him slowly pulling down my panties as he continues to kiss and bite at my hip, once he pulls them off he begins kissing further down and blowing on the area between my legs as he stops and begins kissing my inner thighs I feel a finger slip inside of me and begin moaning. He begins slowly as to not hurt me and slowly begins picking up the pace slipping another finger inside of me. I pull him up to me and tug on his boxers to get them off, he gets the hint and pulls them off I start pulling him closer to me as I begin kissing him again, I rub my hands down his perfectly sculpted chest. I let my hands gently dance over his muscles, I begin kissing his neck and gently blow and nip at the spot where his mark would be. I let my fingertips dance over his back feeling his muscles tense under my touch. 

   "Are you sure this is what you want Kat?" he asks one last time, I look into his eyes and nod my head, afraid of what may come out of my mouth if I speak. He lines himself up and begins to gently and slowly put himself inside of me, as I feel him pushing himself inside of me a loud moan escapes my lips, once he is all the way inside he slowly starts pulling out and pushing himself back in, once I am used to him I beg him to speed up "faster, Murf faster please make me scream" I moan into his ear as I say this he begins thrusting harder and faster. He begins moaning in my ear as I start pushing myself back against him making him go deeper. I look into his eyes and see how red they are his wolf has taken over, Cele was trying to push herself forward but I wouldn't let her, I wanted to feel every single second of this. Every thrust, how deep he is, I wanted to be the one to hear every single moan coming out of his lips from him and his wolf. 

     His wolf starts thrusting faster and harder finally granting me the request I asked for, screaming into the candle lit room, biting my lip so everyone can't hear. His wolf begins growling and I know what is about to come as it is about to happen to me also. I look into his wolfs eyes, "please let Murf take over, I want my first time to be with him finishing me." At my request Murf's eyes return to his normal color with a hint of red around his iris, letting me know that his wolf is still participating as well. I begin clawing Murf's back and panting loudly in his ear begging him to fuck me and make me cum. With the final request Murf whispers in my ear " I love you Kat" and as I begin coming my legs twitching the fire in my core at its hottest, the sticky sweet smell of us begins to over come my senses and I begin to hit ecstasy, "I love you too Murf make me yours forever" and with that he lets his canines extend and he marks me, making me his forever. we begin hitting ecstasy in sync both of us calling out one anothers names. As another wave of ecstasy hits us, I let my canines extend and make him mine forever as well. 

     He collapses on top of me in utter happiness, both of us panting, my legs jello. After we both regain control of our bodies we get up and head to the bathroom, I turn on the shower and both of us step in. Murf grabs a wash cloth and puts some of my body wash onto it as he begins to wash my body, after he finishes that he picks up my shampoo and begins washing my hair, after i rinse he conditions it and I begin the process on him. That was my first time, and I don't regret one bit of it.