A Little Death || BTS x Seokjin

FIVE

"Y-You...Who are you? Where's my son?" She asked as she looked down at him, looked at him with such an indescribable expression on her face.

"Mom, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry." His throat hurt but he would continue until it bled if he had to. He clung to her legs and she continued to push him off, as if his touches burned her.

"Then don't do it. Don't be the antichrist." She negotiated, nodding and wiping her tears away, "We'll move out of here, we'll go far away. We won't depend on your father anymore, we'll cut everyone off completely and start fresh." She smiled and he felt more tears fall.

"I can't do that. It'll follow me to the ends of the Earth. There's no way around it mom." He didn't try to approach her anymore.

"There has to be a way out." She bit her nails harshly, wincing once she drew some blood.

"Mom, let me-"

"No! I couldn't protect you! I failed you! I couldn't do one thing right!"

"Don't say that!" Seokjin continued to sob, crawling towards her, "You have always been a great mother to me."

"I still couldn't prevent this from happening to you, where did I go wrong?!"

Everything happened so fast. One moment she was reaching into the sink. The next moment Seokjin had rushed to her, plunging the knife in her stomach.

She fell forward towards him and he felt his knees grow weak. His knees immediately gave out and he slid down to the floor, holding his moms head. "I'm sorry, please wake up. I didn't mean it." He whispered as his tears fell on her face.

After a while, he placed her head down slowly and stood up. He noticed the blood on his clothes and ran upstairs to take a shower and change to clean clothes.

"I'll be back." He called out towards the kitchen and headed out the door.

"It's not your fault." Lucifer sighed as he walked towards the body. He crouched down and looked at her face in pity, placing a red rose on her chest and looking at the door Jin had closed. "I'll take good care of him."

"I'm home." Jin calls, hoping he would get some sort of response from her.

"You finally showed up." He scrunched up his face at the voice and walked slowly towards the living room, not sparing a glance to the kitchen.

"You're here?"

"I came to check up on you. Looking at the scene in the kitchen, I'm guessing you aren't doing too good?" Lucifer shot a glance at the space beside him and Jin sat down.

"I killed her." Jin stated as he looked into Lucifer's blue eyes.

"And you decided to show up five days later. Look, I'm not judging you Nero-I mean, Seokjin. Just, you left a mess."

Nero stabbed Agrippina, his mother, to death.

"Ah, I guess I really am Nero." Jin chuckled lifelessly.

"You have to do something about the body, you can't just ignore her." They both stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

Seokjin finally paid attention to the horrible smell in the house, and clenched his jaw once he saw her on the floor. The body looked bloated, skin now a gray color. Her eyes were closed but her jaw hung open, flies swarming around her.

"Did no one come to look for her? Did he ever call?" Jin asked in disbelief, "Never mind, he's probably fucking his secretary right now."

"You really dislike him."

"He's a bad father, selfish and greedy," Jin spat in disgust.

"I could say the same about mine," Lucifer laughed, "Anyways, back to your mom. You know you can bring her back, right?"

"I think it's better this way," Jin said hesitantly, "Do you know if she went to...heaven?"

"She did." Lucifer nodded.

"I'd rather her not see what I'll do, not have her go through it," Jin smiled down at his mothers face, "I do wish she would forget about me telling her I was the antichrist though."

"She doesn't remember," Lucifer said in in an hesitant tone.

"So, she doesn't remember that part?"

"She doesn't remember anything that caused her pain from her life on Earth," Lucifer smiled at Seokjin.

"She'll finally forget my stupid father," at this, Lucifer sighed.

"Let's clean this up, and bury her in a cemetery. I have to take you somewhere." Seokjin nodded.