Disclaimer- I don't wanna offend anyone and if you are sensitive to anything with eating disorders then please skip this one shot.
Toni POV
I don't get it.
Everyday I walk around the halls of riverdale high and see these girls with perfect body's and abs and all this other crap that I don't have.
My girlfriend, Cheryl blossom. A smoke show obviously. Anyone with eyes can see that but I don't understand how of all people she chose me. I guess this is how my disorder started.
It's been going on for maybe a month now and I've noticed That Cheryl is starting to get suspicious. From me not eating lunch or leaving right after I do, she is catching on.
This day started just like all the rest.
"Morning baby" Cheryl said to me as she kissed my cheek just as she got out of bed. "What do you want for breakfast?"
"Oh I'm okay babe I'll just eat later" I said as I got out of bed and walked to my closet.
"Are you sure tt, you can share my waffle with me if you don't want a full one."
"I'm okay I'll just have coffee or something" I said putting in some black jeans as Cheryl left to go make her waffle.
Before I put my top on I look in the mirror. Ugh Im disgusting. How could anyone love me looking like this. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Cheryl calling me into the kitchen.
So babe I was thinking we could play hooky later, you know have a little quiet lunch date, just to ourselves what do you think?" Cheryl asked as she sipped her coffee at the table with me.
"Um I actually have a test today so I can't but I'll see you at lunch okay babe" I say and she makes a pouting face.
"Alright we'll we better get to school then" she says grabbing her bag and walking out my trailer and hopping on my bike.
To be honest I didn't actually have a test I just didn't want her to be eating and notice I'm not.
Lunch comes around and I'm sitting at a table when Cheryl, Veronica and Betty come in.
"Well if it isn't Toni topaz being lonely as usual" Veronica said sitting across from me. I just roll my eyes. Me and Veronica have a love hate friendship you could say, don't get me wrong we're good friends though.
"If it isn't Veronica being nosey as usual" I say back
"Someone's in a mood today"
"I'm just tired" I say.
"How was your test tt?" Cheryl asks and I just shrug and she gives me a kiss on the check and puts her arm around my shoulders.
Lunch goes on as usual I don't eat and everyone else does. The rest of the day goes by slowly besides my class with Cheryl which is the only class I like because she's in it.
We get back to my trailer and as we're eating pasta Cheryl made and excuse my self to use the washroom.
"Tt are you okay?" Cheryl asks at the door of the washroom. "I-I I'm fine cher" I say panicked
"Are you throwing up?" I don't answer I just keep sitting there on the ground as tears start to run down my cheek.
"Baby please tell me what's wrong, let me in" she says and I can hear her little sniffles.
"Babe please" I say " no tt let me in" she eventually gets the door open and kneels next to me sitting by the toilet.
"Tt how long has this been going on" she asks
"A-a month" I say through sniffles
"I'm so sorry tt I should've payed better attention." She pulls me into her lap and hugs me. "Why are you dining this Toni"
"Because I'm fat Cheryl, I look at your and you have this perfect body and I'm just gross"
"Toni look at me, your not gross. You have the best body. I love you the way you are and nothing will change that, do you know how unhealthy this is" she asks me and I just nod.
"Babe please stop this, from now on we're eating together okay. I can't loose you to this. Your the most perfect person ever okay?" I smile and we get up to go Finish eating. I sit at the table and eat the whole meal with Cheryl.
"I'm so proud of you babe" Cheryl says curled up next to me in bed. "I'm sorry babe, it'll never happen again"
