dont ruin his dreams

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thats one big forehead mr

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thats one big forehead mr.urie. anyways this is my first AU (alternate universe) or is it idk but basically brendon is a trans FtM. dallon is a support boyfriend and so on. also i wanna shout out @btrweekes for being supportive on this wreck of a one shot book and @imanantisocialrat. but here is the story e n j o y. :D.


brendon paced nervously around his bedroom. his shoulder length dark hair bouncing as he walked.

'stupid hair', brendon thought, he couldn't wait until he left this dumb homophobic house so he could finally get his haircut.

the thing was, brendon was trans, a ftm. he definitely wasn't very vocal about that was for sure. he didn't even look like a boy. sure he wore boyish looking clothes, but they were from the girls section, he was too afraid of his mother being angry at him for wanting boys clothing.

so now he was gonna spill the beans to the person that he trusted the most.

dallon.

he knew that he was gonna be fine with it, dallon was bi too, so maybe....just maybe he wont break up with brendon.

but brendon was still extremely anxious about telling him. how would he react? would he break up with him? what would happen after?

all of brendons thoughts were interrupted by a soft ping on brendons phone.

he grabbed the phone with a shaky hand and opened his texts.

'ill be there in 3-ish minutes see u soon ❤❤'

brendon replied with a...

'ok just come on into my room, my mom wont mind luv u ❤❤'

he saw that the text message had been read so now all he had to do was wait.

he couldn't stop his foot from tapping on the floor, so he resumed his pacing.

a small knock on his door made him jump a bit, the result of being lost in thought.

 "come in dall.." he said.

 the tall teen walked through the door, the warm smile he was wearing had ceased to a concerned frown, he knew that something was wrong.

 "whats wrong, Brianna..." dallon spoke.

 brendon wanted to throw up at the mention of his name. he took in a deep breath.

 "i..i wanna tell you something...uhm..so if you understand...i dont wanna be called Brianna anymore" gaining a but more confidence from the adrenaline he spoke a bit clearer.

"i wanna be called brendon.."

dallons expression faltered a small bit and brendon felt as if he did something wrong. so brendon just ducked his head stuttering out apologies and saying that it was just stupid.

"no no no, its not stupid..you're telling me that you're..trans? right, and not that there is nothing wrong with that i just wanna know." dallon quickly apologized.

 " well yea, im trans..i know i don't look the part but still closeted to my parents...and i-i understand if you dont wanna date me anymore...but i just wanted to tell you. "

dallon chuckled, and brendon looked up hopefully. 

"im not gonna dump you, if you mean" dallon smiled.

"oh..OH well then thank you" the last few words were mumbled because of brendon hugging dallon, his fingers gripping the jacket dallon was currently wearing.

"dont mention it, B" brendon smiled at the nickname.

"c'mon get up, were gonna go to the mall, then imma buy you brand new clothes, and then take you to get you a haircut...and maybe some food after, you down?" dallon offered, a grin playing at his lips.

"i-i...yea! but, whos...whos paying, i am...right? " brendon cocked his head.

dallon laughed at that, "i will be paying, i want you to be happy, and comfortable..in your own way bren, dont even ask if im sure because i can always get money from my mom, i'll just say you had a bad day and i wanted to spoil you " dallon smirked.

brendon grinned even wider at the use of his name. he knew if he responded vocally, he would be a stuttering mess, but happy, so he just nodded fast.

"well alright then lets go get you into style" dallon said quickly grabbing brendons hand and leading him out the door.

after a few hours, brendon had a good collection and articles of clothing that fit him perfectly. they stopped for a drink in the food court, brendon had managed to let dallon let brendon pay for their drinks and they were on their way to a unisex salon.

dallon had made sure to go to a LGBTQ+ safe one, just for brendon.

after the haircut, brendon nearly cried, he finally looked like...him. his parents were gonna freak, but brendon didnt care, he would deal with that later.

once finished, they got subway, and chilled for a bit, after that they made way to brendons house.

"oh..also forgot.." just as they were about to exit  dallons car, the tall man pulled up something on his phone then handed it to brendon.

brendon inhaled sharply, looking at the phone.

"you didn't" , brendon breathed.

scrolling a bit more down he covered his mouth with his hand.

"you did" he exhaled.

on the screen was 2 gc2b binders, one black and one of brendons skin color. they were said to arrive in 5 days, brendon smiled, eyes filled with tears and leaned over to hug dallon tightly.

dallon smiled warmly, and welcomed the hug. 

on the way into the house dallon said he would stay the night, so brendon would feel safer and maybe come out to his parents.

and in the end, ( A/N *cough* the kids aren't alright *cough*) brendon did come out, his parents were accepting, but they said it would take some time to get used to the change.

now they lay together, on the couch, brendon cradled in dallons arms, both asleep, and happy.


*ecstatic clapping* that was a pretty long one, but whos complaining. also i am actually t r i g g e r e d, brendon gets to have a fricking binder, as a flaming non-binary person, i desperately want a binder, buT nO, that dream will never come true due to my closeted-self. anyways besides the rant, thnks guys for the views and votes, i am open to suggestions and reviews so yee, until next time bAiii.

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