Castiel/Misha Collins X Reader One Shots

7) Broken Part 2

Love Guru! Castiel X Reader PART 2  REWRITTEN

I've been here for a few weeks now. It's been one hell of a ride. I'm actually making friends. I often go on supply runs when we're running low on food and medicine.

Dean insistes I go on every supply run since I'm the best scavenger in the camp. Whenever I'm not scavenging, and actually have time to myself, I'll occasionally I get high with Cas.

Speaking of Cas, I've spent more time with him than anyone. He always knows just what to say and how to make me feel better. He's really helped me heal from the past, and in more ways than just getting me stoned. He's become my best friend.

A best friend that keeps trying to get me to join in on his orgies. Just about everyday he has an orgy with several other women from our camp. I just wait outside quietly. I don't need to be listening to that. I was sitting outside of Castiel's hut, smoking a joint.

I looked up at the stars and couldn't help but think about Cas. How kind he is to me, all that he's done for me. He's very sweet to me... when he's not flirting with me. Oh, and his looks. I shook my head.

No, I can't grow feelings towards him. Not after all we've been through. What if something happens and we were to split up? Not to mention the orgies. I heard slight chattering. I look behind me to see the women leaving the hut, giggling to each other.

One of them, Jenny, sat down next to me. "Hey, (Y/n)." She says. "Hey." I said shyly. I'm normally shy with the others. Jenny was one of the first friends I made here. "How was it?" I asked. She smiled and hums. "Great, as usual. May I?" She asked, pointing to the blunt.

I nod and pass it to her and she takes a drag. "So, I gotta ask. How come you never join in on the orgies?" I sighed. "I just... don't." I shrugged, blushing slightly. "I know you've had it rough, and I know Cas has been a great help.

But I bet if you let him in your pants, you'll feel so much better than before." She grins. I face palm. Sheesh, one drag of that blunt and she's already stoned. "You're an idiot." I grumble. Jenny just laughs.

"I don't need to have sex to feel better. I'm doing just fine." I add. She stops her laughing and looks at me. "Oh my God, you're a virgin, aren't you?" She asked. My whole face turned red and I looked away. "You ARE a virgin! No wonder!" She shouted.

I quickly covered her mouth. "Keep your voice down!!!" I yelled. She rolled over laughing. I groaned and quickly walked inside. Great. Now my secrets out. I go into my bedroom and lie down. Damn it, Jenny! She better not tell anyone.

I close my eyes and drift off. I started dreaming about my family. I was rewatching them all die. I screamed as I tried to reach out to them. My older brother shoved me out the door, yelling at me to run before locking the door behind him. "NO!" I scream and watch their gruesome deaths through the glass doors.

"No... no..." I mumble. "(Y/n)!" I felt myself being shook. I woke up with a small gasp. Cas was standing over me. I quickly sat up, covered in sweat. A nightmare. That's all it was. A bad dream. I went stiff when I felt Cas place his hands on the side of my face and wipe my tears away.

"Were you dreaming about them again? Your family?" He asked. I nod. He leans over and hugs me. I quickly hig back. It was then I noticed his shirt was unbuttoned all the way. This made me blush, being pressed up against his bare chest.

He pulled away soon and gently lifted my chin up so I was looking up at him. "You gonna be okay?" He asked. I sigh and nod. I scoot back so that I'm leaning on my wall. Cas lays down next to me and positioned himself so that his head was in my lap.

I smile and run my hand through his hair. Lately, he's gotten rather physical. It's usually subtle. Like, hand holding, resting his head on my shoulder or lap, and lazily draping his arm over my shoulder.

It was these moments I loved the most while spending time with Cas. I look down at him. He looked deep in thought. Damn, he's really hot. Why do I think this way? Cas looks up at me with a big grin. "What?" I asked. "You want me." He says, making my face go red.

"Wh-what do you mean?" I asked. He snickers and sits up. "I know exactly how you feel about me." He says, staring to lean over me, his arm resting on the other side of the wall. "You're not very good at hiding your feelings. I see the way you look at me. The way you blush in my presence."

He was halfway on top of me. I hadn't even notice until now that I was laying back down. My heart started racing. For a second, I glanced down at his lips. He took that as a sign to move in and kiss me. The kiss was gentle at first, but quickly became more passionate.

I couldn't help my run my hands over his bare chest. Cas climbed the rest of the way on top of me. He ran his hands through my hair. It turned into a heated makeout session. He ran his tounge over my bottom lip, begging for entrance. I shyly open my mouth and he quickly starts exploring.

Time skip~

We laid on my bed panting softly. Wow. That was amazing. I can't believe I've been missing out on this. "I think I'll start coming to the orgies." I said, completely out of breath. Cas snickers. "Maybe one on one would be better." He says.

He lays next to me and pulls me close. I rest my head on his chest. I listen to his heartbeat as his chest rises and falls. "I think I'd like that better too." I agreed. He ran his hand through my hair. I closed my eyes. Cas leans down and kisses my forehead. "Good."

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