Castiel/Misha Collins X Reader One Shots

13) Don't Ever Leave Me

Love guru! Castiel X Reader~ 

I stood near the gates waiting in anticipation. Castiel had went off on a mission with Risa, Dean, and... also Dean. Our Dean had found the colt and was going after Lucifer. I was worried sick.

They had been gone longer than I had hoped. Castiel and I have grown close since I joined this group. The thought of losing him made me sick to my stomach. I haven't even been here no more than a month and I'm already in love with Cas.

Flashback

I stood in the hut with the other girls and Castiel. The orgy was over and I was getting dressed. "I'll see you all tomorrow. Have a good night. You are all so beautiful." Castiel says as they all leave.

I finally get all my clothes back on and was about to walk out the bedroom when Cas suddenly puts his arm out, blocking the doorway. My heart skips a beat and I look up at him. "Sorry, but could I talk to you? Alone?" He asked.

I shyly nod and he closes his bedroom door. He stood in front of me and puts his hands on my shoulders. "You know, (Y/n), you're my favorite. Have I told you that?" He asked. I shake my head. He smiles softly.

"Well, it's not just because I finally talked you into coming to an orgy. You're different from the others. You're kind, caring, brave, way more of a badass than both Risa and Dean, despite how shy you are." He said, chuckling at that last part.

I couldn't help but blush. "Why are you telling me this?" I asked. He now held a sad smile. "Because... at midnight, I'm leaving on a mission. Dean... our Dean, found the colt this morning." He explained. "The colt?" I asked. Cas nods.

"Yes. He's tortured a demon into telling him where Lucifer is. We're going after him." He said. "I'll go with you!" I exclaim. "No!" Cas says quickly. "It's too dangerous. Risa and Dean will both be going."

I look at him. "You just said I'm more badass than them." I cross my arms. He sighs. "I know. But listen, I don't want to lose you. You're the best damn fighter in this camp. These people need you if Dean falls." Said Cas. He wants me to be the next leader?

Castiel averts his eyes for a moment before looking back at me. "I may not survive this." He says. I begin to tear up. "Th-then don't go." I said. "I have to." He said, gently cupping my face.

We look each other in the eyes. "I know I won't survive this. So before I go, could you please let me have you to myself?" He asked as he planted soft kisses on my forehead. He trailed those kisses down to my neck, making me shudder. "I-I'm all yours.

End of flashback~

I sniffled at last night's memory. That was probably the last time I'll ever see Castiel. A tear rolled down my cheek. I turned around and began walking to his hut when I heard a car pull up. I look past the gate and see a jeep.

I walk over and see Castiel. He's alive! "Cas!" I call out and run over but stop. He was alone. He looked awful. The look on his face though. I had never seen a look like that from him. Distressed, angry, depressed.

I carefully walk over to him. He looked down at me, the look on his face not changing. "Cas? Where are the others?" I asked. Now he looked like he was about to cry. He shook his head. "Dead. They're all dead." He said.

I quickly hug him. I hear him sniffle as he hugs me back tightly. I rub his back and feel his tears on my shoulder. "I saw him, (Y/n). Lucifer. He was using Sam as a vessel. He killed Dean." He said, letting out a sob afterwards.

He was practically crushing me in this hug, but I didn't stop him. "C-Cas. I'm so sorry.  I whispered. He sniffles and takes in a deep breath. "Dean he... used us... as bait. As a diversion so he could get to Lucifer. Everyone else around me was killed."

His voice broke. He was letting out quiet sobs. "Ya know, despite all that, I still miss him. I still wish he were alive." I admits. I nod. "He was your best friend, Cas. I understand." I said, rubbing his back more.

He pulls away just a little to look at me. "What kind of a friend does that though?" He asked. I reached up and wiped away his tears. "He was desperate, Cas. I'm not trying to justify what he did, but I'm just saying." I explained.

Castiel nods and averts his eyes. "(Y/n)... you have to be our new leader. It has to be you." He said. I look at him. "Cas, I can't." I said, shaking my head. He look back at me. "Yes you can. I know you can. You must. You're the only one who can." He said.

I bite my lip. I sighed. "Alright. For you." I said quietly. "Promise me something?" He asked. "Anything." Cas takes a deep breath. "Don't... Don't EVER leave me. Don't you ever do something reckless. Don't get yourself killed. Please!" He begs.

I look into his sad eyes. Tears started streaming down my face. "Oh, Cas." I breathe, pulling him into another hug. "I won't. I promise." I whimpered. Cas now rubbed my back. "Thank you, (Y/n)." He said, kissing the top of my head. 

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