I'll Remember

Chapter 34

Whatever that was happening, It was sure better than my kiss with Joy Valler. Why? Maybe because, she kissed me, and I just stood there stuck...But this is...different. To be honest, I don't know why this is happening right now.

I'm really not gonna say...exactly how long it lasted, mostly because I don't know, and because I don't wan't to know.

And then...it was over.....

"...Leo--"

"T-th-th-that was my fault, s-sorry" Stuttering, dying, nervous asf.
Diamond smiles nervously, "No, I-it's fine--I mean, uh......."

~FATTEST SILENCE EVER~

"I-I..probably should go," I say, stuttering again. Diamond nods backing away. "Yeah, good Idea," So that was the most awkwardest thing, I ever had to experience...But, I made it out, and kinda just died in the middle of the side walk, right in front of my house.

Why did we...........kiss??!?!??
What the h*ll was going through my head, when I decided to do that????
I can't believe this.....

This is....so dumb. I don't even know Diamond Joyner. Iv'e only had a real conversation with her like, twice. What is wrong with me???  Wait, who even made the move? Was it me? D*mmit...

"What are you doing...?" I heard a voice ask me. I jumped back, like far, far back, away from the person. Cause it was Micah. I didn't really expect that from myself though. To back that far away from him because, I'm supposedly scared....of that particular person.
"W-where did...you come from..?" I ask keeping my distance. He seemed to look like he didn't take any offense. There was a pause.

"I'm......"

"Wha?"

"I'm sorry." 

Oh...Okay.

"Are you?" I ask.

"No," Mic.

Yeah, that's what I thought... I sigh, " Okay, I'm sorry then."
Another pause. "For what?" Mic asks.

"I might've made out with your girlfriends sister," Is what an Idiot would say, ahaha, c-cause, that's not important. 

Wait, is that a bad thing though?

"What I said..." I say instead. Mic stepped a tad bit toward me, but I backed away, reflexively. Still looked like he didn't take any offense. "What you said?" He asked.
I shrug, "Y'know...what I said that kinda...made you snap,"

He sighs, then turns side ways, looking in the distance.  His arm...was wrapped up in bandage.
"Your arm...."

"Yeah, Jamie helped me out.."

"..Dad?" I asked surprised. "I was kinda surprised too, but it's whatever."
Okay...? That's really weird.
"What you said..." Mic starts, "I don't wan't you say that ever again... I mean it."
I would ask why, but I'm kinda scared to. I mean, was it that serious? " Whatever..."

"What were you doing at my girlfriends house?"

Question totally caught me off guard. How the heck did he even know that? I was sitting in front of the house for like, fifteen minutes. " H-how do you even know that?" I ask, stuttering. " I saw you," Mic shrugs. Of coarse you did. 
"I-It's nothing."

"Obviously, there is something,"

Oh my gosh, give it a rest.

" You kinda got blood on me, when you attacked me, and Diamond just came out of no where while I was in the streets and sortta helped me out a lil bit, nothing happened by the way, so no need to ask too many questions, hahah." Okay, talking to much.
All of a sudden, the memory of me kissing Diamond, popped in my head for no reason. 
Ugh, so humiliating.
Why would I do that???

"Why, why, why?" (Thought I was saying that in my head, but low-key said it aloud.)

"Why what?"

"Why are we still standing out here? Let's head inside," I laugh nervously, and start toward the house. "Why are you blushing?" Mic again asks me a question I'm not going to answer. I ignore him quickly, and he trails behind me, probably already knowing somethings up.
I opened the door and saw dad first. He was just sitting at the table I never mention, because no ones ever sat at it.

"Oh..." I said, standing in the door way. "Can you move," Mic mumbles behind me, "Can you be patient?" I mumble back, but move any way. "Boys," Dad spoke.

"Sit,"

What...is going on? This is what real families do, isn't it? Sit some where together, and have a deep conversation about...something.

It's also not really strange how there happens to be two more chairs, but it's whatever. I sat after Mic surprisingly cooperated. Then fell silence. Dad stared at the table like he was contemplating something.
"..uh, Dad, was it?" I ask.

Pause.

"We need to...."
Another pause.
"Start acting, like a normal family." He said. Still not looking at either of us.

Well, I really wonder who's fault it is that we're like this, anyway, but, sure.

"...Okay, are we done--"

Dad cut off Mic, who was speaking, "And that means, You have to be normal as well,"
Don't know if he specifically talking to Micah. "...You need to stop smoking, Micah."

I...low-key didn't know dad knew that.

"Whatever," Mic mumbles lowly. Yeah, we all know he's gonna quit, not anytime soon. Worth a shot, though. " Also, you have to tell me where you go," Dad.
Yeah, I wander the streets and get lost, not particularly going to a certain destination. "Starting, now." Okay, everything is starting now, right? Does normal families have to have a system like this?

I don't think so. 

Well, the rest of the talk, wen't more awkward, and more slower...this is definitely gonna take time getting used to.





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The house was...bright for some reason.
Wait, this is...a different house, I think. 

I stepped into what seemed to be, a kitchen. The lights were actually on. A woman stood at a table, with her back facing me. She was wearing, like, business clothes, and had long dark brown hair.

"Now, don't just stand there, Leo, get ready for school," I think it was her, who spoke.

"...Mom.?" I heard my voice asking...
Is that really her..?

"C'mon, Leo, the bus is here," Mic came, into the picture, followed by...my own self. I could see...me. I looked so...not un-happy. "Yeah, I'm coming," I say. The woman turned to me, and ruffled my hair, "Don't let your brother get into trouble today, okay?" She spoke. I couldn't really see her face... 

The me I could see, nodded, "It's okay, mom, I'll watch him,"
She kissed my forehead, " Okay, I love you."

"I love you too, mom, bye!" And I walked out the picture. Mom, waved, "Bye, sweetie,"
The picture faded away...slowly.
Wait...
I couldn't see her face---

Oop--

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