BTS AU

8: don't change

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"Go put this on, Y/n." - I grabbed the clothes my boyfriend gave me and went into the dressing room.

It was a short skirt and a crop top. Something I wouldn't want to wear, never in my entire life.

I was really insecure about my looks, the way I dress. And it was because of Yoongi.

I am the type of the girl that prefers oversized t-shirts and sport pants.

Maybe I don't have a style, but it's not like I care.

I don't go out from my house too much, just school and back home.

Me and Yoongi started dating two months ago and he's been.. possessive.

I can't even say hi to my guy friends anymore. He gets jalous all the time.

Once we started dating, he said that my style wasn't good and that he would buy me clothes from now on.

I guess you can say I am like a tomboy type.

Of course I protested on that but he said that if I didn't listen to him he would break up.

And I don't want him to leave me. I really love him.

Even though his behavior is not always good, I am tolerating him.

I looked myself in the mirror and I didn't like what I saw.

We were invited to a party tonight and he wanted me to wear this?

The skirt was too revealing, I felt like my butt cheeks would poke out.

And the crop top was also showing my belly, the one thing I was most insecure about.

But again, I couldn't say anything or he would break up with me.

Once I got out of the dressing room he looked at me with a smirk plastered on his face.

"How do I look?" - I said and he bit his lips.

"Amazing." - he pulled me by the waist and kissed me.

"Are you taking this, sir?" - the staff asked and he nodded.

After checking out we exited the store and Yoongi dropped me off at my house.

"Don't you wanna stay for lunch?" - I asked him before getting out of the car.

"No, I'm fine. Come to my house by seven tonight. And make sure to look pretty." - he gave me a kiss and I got out.

After watching him leave I entered my house to be greeted by the smell of the food.

"Mom, I'm home!" - I called out and saw her coming from the kitchen.

"Y/n sweetie! Are you back already? Why didn't you invite Yoongi over?"

"I did but he wasn't hungry. It's okay, he can come another time."

I went up straight to my room and laid down on my bed.

"Ugh.. for how long can I keep doing this? I can't be silent anymore." - I thought to myself.

I checked the time and it was already six.
We were shopping for three hours just to find a stupid outfit that Yoongi would like.

I went in the bathroom and took a long shower. After drying my hair, I did my makeup and put the clothes on.

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself.

"Come on Y/n, be strong. It's only for a few hours." - I said to myself as a tear escaped my eye.

I quickly wiped it off, thinking about Yoongi.
Right then, my bell rang and soon enough, I heard my door opening.

"Y/n." - it was my best friend.

"Hi, Ae Ra. What are you doing here?"

"I was coming from the store and decided to stop by and see you. Your mom told me you were going at a party tonight?" - she asked and I nodded.

"Look, Y/n." - she pulled my hand and we sat on the bed.

"I think you should really stop with this. Me and your mom are really worried about you."

"But I'm fine. There's nothing to be worried about."

"Y/n. You told me everything, and I can't just sit here and watch you go against yourself and your feelings just because you're scared Yoongi will leave you. Let him break up with you then. No, you will be the one to break up with him."

"But-"

"No buts. I know you can't stand this anymore. It's not like Yoongi is the last guy in your life. Believe me, there are plenty wanting to date you. Now, think about what I said. And remember, you shouldn't change for anyone." - she hugged me and left.

Tears rolled down my cheeks once again as I thought of what she said.

And she was right. I couldn't stand this anymore.

I quickly changed, packed the outfit and headed to Yoongi's house.

I took a deep breath and rang the doorbell.

A few seconds later, Yoongi opened the door.

"Y/n? You're early."

I didn't say a word, instead I threw the bag in his chest.

"What"

"I can't take this anymore, Yoongi. This is not who I am, this is who you want me to be. And I can't be that. Go find yourself a girl that can. I'm breaking up with you." - I said and left.
And then I felt like, the burden from my back was gone. Finally gone.

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Wrote this with a message: Never change for anyone. If that person truly loves you, they have to love you for who you are. You have to believe in yourself and love yourself. That comes first.