Years Without - Chapter 19

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He kissed her softly as his hand slowly cupped her cheek. His eyes were dark as he studied her for a moment before trailing kisses from her mouth to her neck. As he stripped her of the simple nightgown -leaving only her only in her undergarments- he kissed every inch of her with such softness and care. Every cut, every scar, every moment of pain she had endured. He wanted to make it all go away leaving her only with memories of pleasure.

As he reached her stomach, and a gasp excepted her lips, Gabriel glanced up with uncertain eyes. He didn’t wish to harm her or bring back memories of that blasted day. He felt so horrible for it. She shouldn’t have had that happen to her. He would have easily taken her place. 

Norah smiled apologetically as she reached her hand out to him. He took it, kissing her hand gently. “We don’t have to if you don’t think your ready.” Gabriel said hesitating to go any farther. Not that she blamed him, her first time became less then was to be desired. Those men had taken her innocence before Gabriel, her husband, dare could.

Tears filled her eyes at the though. “Please.” She cried out to him, causing Gabriel to move up to hold her close against his clothed chest. “Please. I want to.” Her body jerked as she sobbed, wetting an area of his shirt with her tears. He held her close until the tears subsided. 

“I love you,” Gabriel whispered as he leaned down, kissing her forehead softly. 

“I love you too.” Norah muttered as she looked up at him. “Please make love to me.” 

“You know I’d do anything you ask me.” 

Her eyes studied him as her fingers unbuttoned the white shirt he wore so that they could run across his torso. He watched her suddenly interested by the gliding of her fingers. Gabriel said nothing as she looked away from him and towards his chest. Norah smiled shyly at the light indent of his abs as she ran her fingers across them, and felt Gabriel shiver from the contact. 

Norah pulled away to look up at him. Gabriel smiled down at her as he removed his shirt and tossed it off the bed. He kissed her softly as his fingers wrapped around her unsnapping her bra from behind. His eyes gazed lovingly at her exposed skin as he pulled her undershirt away. “You look so beautiful.” He said as she blushed. He leaned down, his body on top of hers, kissing her again as he pushed her panties down and away. He smiled softly as he felt her face grow heated from being exposed and her body wiggle underneath him. He chuckled kissing her cheek. “I love you.” He whispered sliding away from her and off the bed. 

Before Norah could ask, she saw him unzip his pants and watched them drop to the floor. Her face turned crimson as he turned around facing her. Her eyes dipped low and saw how much he wanted her. Fear bubbled to the surface as she looked at him. 

Gabriel, sensing the onset of tears, slid back onto the bed and kissed her forehead before hugging her into his chest. “Tell me what you are feeling, love.” He said covering himself with a sheet for her. He rocked her slowly, hopping that he could ebb away the fears that plagued her.

“It’s going to hurt.” Norah cried. “It hurt so much.”

“Oh, love.” 

Norah clutched onto him as he slowly rocked back and forth. Gabriel hummed softly to her until she once again stopped crying. “I’m sorry they hurt you, Norah.” He held onto her still as he kissed her cheek. “And I promise you I won’t make it hurt. I just want you to feel pleasure, love. If you still want me to make love to you and it hurts, we can stop, okay?”

The female nodded, sniffling. 

“We don’t have to have sex. You know that right?”

“I know… I just… I want to.” Norah said. “I love you Gabriel.”

“I love you, my sweet Norah.“ Gabriel kissed her softly on the mouth as he laid her down on the bed. He kissed her neck and worked his way down. When he was at her belly button he stopped his attacks of kisses when he noticed the anxiety in her eyes. “Do not worry my love. I’d never hurt you.”

He lowered himself more kissing her womanly folds. His tongue dipping into the slit lazily. He smiled softly as she buckled under the sudden attack. Gabriel reached out, holding her hands as he continued licking and sucking down below for a while longer, growing slightly faster as she mewed and moaned with the feeling he was giving her. Gabriel only stopped once she quivered, her hands grasping his as a yell escaped her lips. 

He slowly climbed on top of her, kissing her lips. “I love you.” He whispered before she kissed him back, eyes closed and breath heavy. He chuckled as he watched her for a moment, kissing her cheeks. 

“I love you too.” 

“Ready?” He asked her softly as he pressed himself close to her core. He kissed her after she nodded, pressing their hips slowly together. He didn’t move for a minute as he watched her expression change before smiling softly at him. He kissed her once again as he moved inside her, making love to his wife for the first time.

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