15 years ago, we met.
10 years ago, we started dating.
6 years ago, I said my vows.
But now my heart is broken and I want to live without you. I've wasted my whole life on you, waiting for our relationship to finally be worth it. But it wasn't until after I lost my job that I realized how much you hurt me.
You cut me off from my friends, you took away the things in my life that I loved, you dictated my every move and forced me into a crowd that I really kind of hated. I only met the people that I hate most in the world because of you. The people that haunt my memories, comprise my negative thoughts, and guest star in my daily nightmares. I hate myself for not realizing the extent of your toxicity sooner.
You made me weak and depressed and angry. You left me feeling isolated and alone and like no one cared about me. You highlighted every one of my weaknesses and milked them until I broke. You are the reason why I deal with so many anxieties and insecurities.
I wasted my life on you and now I have to pay the price. I used to love you and maybe I still love you, but this love is too taxing for what it's worth. It's time to say goodbye. It's time for the divorce.
After all, you're only a sport.
