"VENUS!" a faint voice was calling my name. "VENUS!!" i opened my eyes to abigail. "venus are you ok? you were shaking and moaning in your sleeping." I had a dream or whatever you want to call it. " yeah im fine, must have been a nightmare. " it was. abigail was so tall. in video, she looked as short as kairi, but in reality she was alejandros height. "im so happy your here!" i squeezed abi tightly. "im happy too babe." " um how long have you been here? " "since 5am." " 5?! what time is it now? " abigail takes her phone out and then says, "7 am. " early. wow. i was hungry. the thought of pancakes seemed rreeaallyy good right now. "im hungry." abi says. " yeah we should go to dennys, they opened one right by my house. wanna go? " "sure." " let me ask my mom if she wants to come with. " ... fast forward to the end of breakfast. "to bad your mom couldn't come." " yeah. she's been really busy with work lately, I feel bad. " abigail sets her fork down and then says, "so venus...you and mattia..." i had forgotten about him. "ummm." i didn't know what to say or where to start. "look abigail. it's complicated. in the beginning I didn't want.him then after a while he was the one, " my only one. " but he lied to me. " a tear ran down my face falling onto my napkin leaving a small wet circle. "let's talk to him, I'll talk to him if you don't want to. tell him he needs to be honest with you and he needs to tell you how he really feels about you asap before you hurt yourself even more and put yourself down a more deeper hole." " i know but -. " abigail reaches for my hand. "no butts not cuts no nothing. we are going. YOU are doing this. YOU can." i guess. "monday. af-terr schooolll?" abigail gives me an unsure smile. "fine." i don't know what to do anymore. i'm a wreck. "we should go somewhere after this." "where?" "i don't know. out of town or m-." "out of town?" "yeah? or no." "i mean i guess." we payed and left denny's, got in the car and headed back home. "ah that's what i like." (play song at top) nights by frank ocean was playing. "you listen to frank ocean? i thought you didn't like his music." "what do you mean?! i loooveeee ocean. ahha ha." we really be vibin doe.
mattias pov* i was on my way to kairis house. ale was going to go but he had to go somewhere with his mom. i need the boys comfort right now. i know i fucked up but it hurts, i was stupid. still am. i'm in the car and nights by frank ocean starts playing. shit. man... that was our song. our favorite song. i remember our first.
flashback* "which song?" "just press shuffle." i tell venus. "uhm ok then." she presses shuffle and the first song to come on is nights by frank ocean. "oO i love this song!" she smiles at me. her smile is just sooo cute. "venus listens to frank ocean?" "mattia listens to frank ocean?" "what kind of question is that venus? everyone does." i say to her in a duh tone. "shut up." he lips looked so plump i could just. mhh i was to nervous to do that. what if she didn't. we pull up to her house. "well i guess this is it huh." "yeah." "mattia?" "yes?" she leans closer and closer towards me. i lean in closer to the point where our lips lock. finally, what i longed for. we unlock then she proceeds to say. "wanna know something?" her eyes are sparkling. "you're my first." first kiss? wow. "yo-you're first kiss?" i ask. "yup." she says in a nervous tone, getting red. "oh. well you're pretty good." "really?" "yeah, the best." i wink at her. she opens the car door and makes her way to the front door. "BYEEEE TTIAAAAA!" she waves. peeping her head out once more to say goodbye. "bye."
end of flashback.
my head is aching. "Droppin' baby off at home before my night shift, yeah You know I can't hear none of that spend the night shit, kumbaya shit." i was really getting in my feels. fuck not again. my eyes couldn't hold the tears anymore.
venuss pov* this song really do be getting me in my feels huh. he's probably out with his ex or getting more girls right now. he doesn't care about me, never did. thing is i did in ways. i should have seen it coming. we stop at the gas station near my house and i see luis.
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that's luis. ^^ "venus! hey." mhh.... "who's that?" "the new kid i was talking to you about." "oh. mhh he's cute." "yeah." luis walks closer and closer. "hi luis." "yeah so what are you doing here?" "buying snacks because we are going out of town." luis looks over at abi. "hi sorry, i'm luis." he reaches for her hand. abi looks at me and raises her brow. "hi i'm abigail, you can call me abi. i'm venuss friend." he smiles. "cool." "so yeah i'm going out of town too. i'm going to the beach with my sister." "wait." i pause. "so are we." "really?" "yeah which beach?" "pismo beach." "no way we were heading towards there!" i kick abigails leg. "yeah..." abi says unsure