I Miss My Cocoa Butter Kisses | A Josh Richards Fanfiction

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷 |✔

After Avani opened up the door, we made our way to the huge backyard,  the pool full of people I didn't knew.

I looked around, trying to find Addison and saying hi but in the process, my eyes locked with Josh's and we smiled at each other, my heart skipping a beat.

I haven't felt like this in a long time. Actually, since I've first slept with Dylan. After that night, I wasn't in love anymore to be honest. I just liked his good looks and the imagination of me loving him but to realise that, someone had to remind me how real love felt like.

And that's what Josh did.
I've never loved someone as intense and as strong as Josh. Hell,  I loved him since I knew him which is, like my birth. We were umseperatable and I wish I'd knew sooner because then I wouldn't have threw away 2 years of not loving someone.

And I actually felt guilty for that. I've never wanted to pretend anything to anyone. But I did with Dylan. And it wasn't fair because he has been a good boyfriend, ever since his anger issues became radiant and he couldn't control himself.

I hadn't even realised how much I had missed Josh until I've seen him again last week. It was like my life wanted to show me that he's the right one. Fate wanted to give us another chance, the stars wanted that. And I would not let this opportunity pass me by again.

"So, how're you feeling? I mean about the whole break up thing?" Avani snapped me out of my thoughts and my attention turned back to her, smiling sweetly before shrugging.

"Well it's strange but I realised I've never really loved him, y'know? Sure I still like him and I'm thankful for everything he did for me but it's just different now." I tried to explain, hoping that I didn't sound like some complete bitch, but she smiled, before handing me a cup of something strong. 

"Well then, cheers to the young single lady!" Avani and I drank up our whole cup in one and suddenly, I saw Anthony coming up behind her, sneaking his arms around her waist, both smiling sweetly.

I raised my eyebrows.  "Wow, that's new." They both smiled at me, nodding, before Anthony turned Avani around and kissed her onto her mouth. At first she was a bit shocked, but she leaned into his touch, him pressing her against the wall and having a make out session.

I swallowed and almost clapped my hands but I didn't wanted to ruin their moment, so I just smiled before walking away, muttering under my breath: "But definitely not surprising."

Then, I looked around and saw Amanda and Kio standing really close to each other. They were talking, both their gazes jumping between their eyes and their lips and I watched in awe as Kio leaned down, pressing his lips lovingly against Amanda's.

I blinked a few times, a huge grin on my face, before turning around again, not wanting to destroy the moment. "Wow, is that the party of love?"

"Yeah, that's what I'm thinking too." I've heard Kanzie muttering beside me and I smiled at her, her lips swollen and red too while her hair was a mess.

I looked her up and down before raising my eyebrows. "Who was it this time?"

She started blushing and looking at the ground, biting her lip. She was nervous. She'd never been nervous when I asked her about a boy.

My mouth fell open and I watched her through wide eyes. "Oh my god, you like him."

She rolled her eyes, shaking her head. "No, I don't like him."

I smirked. "Maybe but you are definitely attached. Who is it?" I looked around and just as I was about to lock eyes with Josh, I saw Griffin coming up next to him, seeming a bit confused. As I looked at his hair and lips I knew what happened.
"Griffin, huh?"

She swallowed before shaking her head a bit too fast and clearing her throat. "No, of course not!"

"Yeah right." I rolled my eyes, voice dripping from sarcasm and laughing. "C'mon, his lips are a bit swollen just like yours and his hair's a mess, just like yours."

"No I mean maybe but not because of me. He's a fuck boy and he probably made out with a couple of girls today." Shee tried to find an excuse but I just shook my head, stepping closer and grabbing her hands.

"If you like him, then don't be afraid. He's a nice guy, let him in. He can make you happy, y'know? And you deserve some happiness. Hell you deserve everything. And definitely someone who loves you utterly just like I do."

She smiled at me, nodding and showing her beautiful teeth. "Thanks Soph. You do too."

I smiled, shrugging before my eyes locked with Josh's.  "I think I've already found someone."

She turned around, looking between the two of us, our eyes never leaving each other's,  before she laughed and nodded. "Yeah, that was kinda obvious."

We both let out a laugh, before turning my attention to her again, wanting to say something but she cut me off short.
"Just go to him and rip his clothes off already."

I blinked a few times at her use of harsh words but she rolled her eyes. "Oh c'mon,  don't act like an angel. You've thought about that the first time you've laid your eyes on him at the party last week."

I smiled, blushing and tucking a strand of hair behind my ear before holding my hands up in surrender. "Guilty."

We both laughed again and she swang her hips at mine, pushing me forward before looking back at me and winking. "Go get your man."

"You too!" I shouted looking behind me to meet her eyes, her showing me a middle finger while I was sticking out my tongue at her.

I didn't paid attention to the way in front of me, wherefore I suddenly bumped into a hard chest, losing my balance and almost falling into the pool. But before I could hit the cold water, strong arms hugged around my waist, pulling me upwards again.

I didn't need to look up to know who it was but I did anyway, while couldn't hiding my smile. "Hey Richie."

He laughed, licking his lips. "Hello there, Angel."

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