I Miss My Cocoa Butter Kisses | A Josh Richards Fanfiction

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 |✔

After the interaction with Josh,  I drank. I drank a whole lot of alcohol. But it was a party and like Amanda said, I was a party animal. And I wanted to forget about what happened with Josh. 

I felt guilty.
Really guilty.

Not only did I lied to Dylan about this party  but my childhood crush touched and almost kissed me and I didn't stopped him. Hell, i would've gone further if he didn't left.

I couldn't even remember everything what happened that night: I knew that I saw Addison and Brice making out, Kio and Amanda snuggling up together on the couch, Avani and Anthony laughing and doing shots and Kanzie talking to me and giving me a full cup of something strong, which I ended up downing the whole cup at once.

The next morning, I knew I shouldn't have drank that much. As the sun shined through the thin curtains I didn't knew where I was. As I opened my eyes, I needed a moment to register what happened, before I looked around and my eyes widened in shock.

Josh was lying next to me.

As fast as I could i jumped out of the bed, as realization hit my still dizzy mind, while smacking Josh over the head in the process.

He groaned tiredly and squinted his eyes together before opening them and looking me up and down with an amused grin. I must looked like a startled deer on the run.

Then, I looked myself up and down and realised that I was just in my very showing underwear my grandma had gave me. Ugh  thanks to you granny.

I turned around quickly, while trying to find something to cover myself up and shouting as I heard laughter: "Stop laughing and help me find some clothes!"

Josh was next to me in some seconds and as he laid his hands smoothly onto my shoulder, the door bursts open and we both jumped and turned around to face it.

It was a boy that I didn't knew, but as he laid his eyes on me, they widened and he swallowed. Josh seemed to notice too because as I wanted to cover myself up a bit he stepped in front of me and blocked the view of the unknown boy in front of us.

"Jaden, what the hell?! Get out. Right now!"

I just heard the door close, while the boy mumbled a little sorry under his breath  and I relaxed a bit.

Then Josh turned around and my arms found their ways blocking around my breasts and my Abdomen.

He just smirked and tucked a hair behind my ear. "I told you that I'd never let anyone see my girl the way I'd see her."

I swallowed and shook my head. "Yeah and you've also told me that you wouldn't make a move on me. Well, who's now the liar?"

Josh laughed, looked in between me and the bed and shook his head. "Oh no, we didn't- I mean I wish we had but I'd wanted you to remember the best night of your life and your were so drunk yesterday, that I carried you upstairs, Kazie apparently just got you out of your dress and your shoes, then she wanted to stay but her mother was right in front of the House so she had to go but asked me to look after you."

I blinked a few times, before holding my head. "Too much information at once."

He laughed and turned around, but I didn't paid attention to him as I was trying to calm down so that my headaches wouldn't be so strong.

I felt something really warm and smooth above my head and then hands, that glided around my body to pull the pullover down. "Here ya go, Angel."

I smiled, looking down and enjoying the comfort of the huge Hoodie Josh gave me, before my gaze turned to him and his now naked upper body.

I was about to have a heart attack,
please call 911.

He was so hot, my palms grew sweaty and I turned my gaze away to him and into the floor. I had a boyfriend, for god damn's sake.

"Well, eh thanks I guess, but I gotta go back home." His hoodie went down to my thighs what meant I didn't had to care about me walking half naked around, wherefore I turned around and opened the door.

I went down the stairs, said goodbye to Avani and Anthony, who were chatting in the kitchen, smirking at me, and I opened the front door.

My head was pounding and I had to squint my eyes close to not cry out because of the pain. I really hated hangovers.

As I went on going down the street I stopped as I heard a familiar voice shouting my name from behind. I turned around really slowly, not to make the pain even worse, and I saw Josh running towards me. He wore a shirt, thank God for not another distraction, apart from his hair or his eyes or his smile or-.

"Eh I- I'm gonna walk you home."

I shook my head slightly, snapping out of my thoughts and registering, what he'd just said. "No, you really don't have to."

"I want to."

I raised one eyebrow and folded my arms over my chest. "You wanna come with me because you want your hoodie back, eh?"

He laughed and shook his head. "No of course not." He took a step forward and licked his lips. "Besides, it looks way better on you anyway."

I rolled my eyes before turning around and just continued to walk like he never disturbed my way home. But he still followed me, our shoulders brushing against each other's.

"So," he started and scratched the back of his head while looking down at me. "Are your parents home?"

I nodded, still not looking at him and trying to focus on anything other than his smell or his smoothing dark voice.

"What, are you gonna ignore me from now on?" He jogged in front of me, before he turned around, so that he was walking with his back facing the right direction and his head facing me. "Because you can't resist me, just like I can't resist you."

I snorted and rolled my eyes, trying not to show how nervous I was around him. I wouldn't do the same mistakes twice. Yesterday, I was overwhelmed and confused to see him again, I wasn't ready for him yet, and I allowed him to be really close to me while I have a boyfriend and I wouldn't let that happen again. "Don't be so full of yourself, Richards."

"Oh wow, you must be mad if you call me by my last name." He commented with a hint of amusement in his voice and I just rolled my eyes again. "I'm exited to see your family again, Angel."