Someone You Used To LOVE

Does Everything Seem As Different AS IT SEEMS

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THE WAIT PERIOD IS THE WORST

We waited in the convenient store patiently, Tank and Raelyn curling up beside each other while Tank held her closely. My eyes scanned over to Damon who was keep watch at the door, who was very quiet and still showing no emotion on his face. Raven was sleeping for the moment, curled up on the floor next to me and Dimitri. I was leaning against Dimitri's chest as he breathed slowly and calmly, when I looked up at him he was sleeping calm against the wall, one hand slowly around my waist and the other leaning against the wall. I sighed deeply, slowly moving Dimitri's arm quietly so he didn't wake and stood up. I took a deep breath again and walked over to where Damon was sitting and sat in the chair in front of him. He didn't even look at me but continued looking out the little peep whole they must of made to be able to see what was going on outside. I looked at his face, titling my head to the side while no movement from Damon showed.

"I really don't know what happened out there, but I am so sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen." I said quietly, trying to explain to him my true feelings about how everything was going down. But he still didn't take his eyes off the window but I saw his breathing increased like he was either getting really frustrated or nervous, at that point I really didn't know. I sat up in my chair more folding my arms across my chest, getting frustrated with him.

"I know I don't really have the nerve to say I know you but I do, and just because you grew up different, I know your angry, and are trying to hold out your emotion's so you don't get hurt but your only hurting everyone around you. I didn't ask to be here in this situation, I didn't ask for you or anyone to come, you..." His eyes inverted instantly to me and in that moment they looked straight black and filled with anger which made me stop dead in my tracks.

"You are not correct, you don't know me and how I feel. Everything that happened is not your fault Octavia, it's mine, it's mine for bringing her out her, for treating her like she didn't matter and the only thing that did was yo.." He stopped himself looking down at the ground, running his hands through his dark hair and looked back up at me. a necklace hanging off his neck that made me look closer and noticed it was bullet made into a necklace, from what I could see there was red stain upon it. I looked back up at his eyes, seeing him look away over at Raven as he spoke.

"I can't handle loosing someone else I love, I just cant.." I blinked a couple times hearing him say that made me heart even more ache out for him. But in that moment right there he was basically telling me he wanted Raven, not me, all those feelings I was feeling for him was just because he of my boyfriend in my own world. My heart shattered into a million pieces, tears swelling in the corner of my eyes, before Damon could look back at me I wiped my eyes and cleared my throat. He looked at me, trying to figure out how I was feeling but I put a mask on my face, a face that looked like I was alright but I was in fact not.

"You can go sleep with Raven now, I'll take over and watch..." My voice came out so unsteady and shaky Damon for the first time since I woke up, looked so sad and angry that everything in my voice was saying how I feel. He wanted to say something but looked down and shook his head. He got up slowly going in the room and laid with Raven holding her close. I got up and sat in his spot, taking another huge breath as my eyes connected to Dimitri, who was coming over, he grabbed the chair I was sitting in and put it next to me. His green eyes seemed to be sparkling brightly in this dim lightening but he sighed touching my leg gently. He didn't speak, making things worse, he actually just sat there next to me, just giving me some silence which was the best thing I could ask for. But he also was showing he was there for me, even though this was a different universe Dimitri he was still the same, caring man I grew up with.

A couple hours when by as I kept looking out the peep hole, seeing a few zombies walk by, some crawling on the ground with there decomposing bodies. Half of them barely had and skin or muscle on there body, majority of them was bones and more bones. There was one woman that had stopped in front of the store, looking around mindless, her face looking like it had been bashed in by something big, maybe someone trying to get away from her death grasp but thought smashing her in the face a couple times would kill her, but she just got back up and kept looking for her next meal. It gave me chills when she stood there and then looked at the store for a moment, her red blood shot eyes staring at the store. It was like she was staring right at me, but after a few moments of staring she started going the opposite way of the store.

"I remember when I first saw my first zombie, it was my parent's. Do you remember the story I told you about how you saved me from them?" Dimitri spoke ever so softly just enough for me to hear him, and I shook my head looking away from the horrors outside and adverted my eyes to him, giving my full attention to him, but also kept looking out front.

"That was the first time I had saw a Z up front, it was my own parents, it was like the virus had already began composing them to a point where my mothers hair had fallen out of the right side of her head, her teeth already black and moldy like she had a bad case of rotten teeth." He said looking forward, looking like he was reliving the moment as we spoke. I remained silent listening to him as he continued on.

"My mom, looked bad grant it, but after I saw how my father look, the way his jaw hung off his face and his tongue was half bitten off, like someone had chewed through his face and only left a little left,, his chest was also ripped open and his guts where everywhere in the house and also hanging out of his body. My thought now on what happened is my mother somehow got bite or scratched or something and she came home and went to sleep cause she wasn't feeling good...and never woke up herself again, the monster that over raided her body killed my father. If it wasn't for your other self, I would of died, I know it wasn't you, your probably tired of hearing about her, but I want to tell you something, you two have so much in common, but yet so many things that are different, I know thing's are off with you and bad things keep happening around you, but you coming in my life, has made me feel something I haven't felt in a long time, probably since the day I found my parent's dead...hope...life, love."

I stared at him as he turned toward me, his eyes looking into mine as for the first time in my whole life, I felt something stir between us, a feeling I had never felt for, for my best friend. A connection ona whole other level where I knew even back in my world I had always hid, because I had thought he deserved someone so much better than myself. I had loved Dimitri, now I knew I could love this Dimitri too, he would love me back. I reached over touching his face gently as I smiled softly.

"Thank you, really, thank you.." I said leaning my forehead against his as he took a deep breath and close his eyes enjoying the moment. I leaned back, looking over towards Tank and Raelyn seeing them still sleeping together and looked over to see Damon looking over at me with what kind of look I couldn't understand but I sighed shaking it off and looked out the hole and for once no zombies were walking by.

AND THAT'S IS IT FOR THAT CHAPTER!!! sorry for a short chapter but sometimes books need this and yes its needed. lmaoo