Someone You Used To LOVE

Voices IN MY HEAD

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       I slowly opened my eyes as I felt the movement of Damon's body sitting forward slowly, his shirt still off but I had covered us up in a blanket and I laid with him all night, staying up all night, worried sick about him but after being up almost 48 hours straight my body fell asleep to his warm touch. He looked at me with his brown eyes and I slowly touched his face, he instantly pulled away from it. My face showed true confusion and sadness in what he did. He stood up, looking for his shirt and put it on and then began pounding on the door furiously. I stood up walking behind him as I stood there looking at him as he screamed out in anger.

    "You bloody idiots!! Wait till I get my hands on you!!! I'm gonna kill you!!" He screamed while pounding and kicking on the metal door. I took a deep breath going to grab him, but he pulled away, anger in his eyes as he stared at me. I pulled away instantly looking down at him as he spoke in anger.

   "What the hell are you doing to me?  I've cheated on Raven! I got us all caught because I cared about what is going on with you, I got everyone in danger! I'm doing things irrational, I don't bloody know why!" He screamed so loud it made my body shiver back, leaning against the wall as my whole body just seemed to slump back against the wall. I felt as if this was punishment, to always go without my love of my life, to always suffer with the guilt that the life I lived in now he would never be mine.  I looked up, my face trying not to shoe the hurt and anger in my eyes but I quietly spoke and inhaled when I did.

  "It's me...you were my everything in my world, it's just really really hard not to let that emotion go..." his features softened as he realized what of ass he had been and he went to reach for me but I pulled away sitting on the bed. He went to walk over and say something but all of a sudden the door swung open and a bunch of men came in pushing Damon against the wall with force. He tried fighting them off as another man came over to me, grabbing me by my hair and started dragging me off the bed. Damon screamed my name trying to fight the men in front of him but as soon as he would take one man out another would show. But the man didn't let go and dragged me through the halls as I heard my friends and Dimitri calling for me. I screamed, trying to kick the man but he threw me into a dark room and closed the door. My eyes not adjusting to the darkness, I started trying to feel myself around, not feeling anything around me. But I bumped into one thing hard making me sear out in frustration. But all of a sudden the lights came rushing in making me close my eyes to adjust to the sudden brightness and when I opened them I saw zombies around me, chains around there neck, there bodies as in a slumber but now they smelt and seen flesh so there bodies began to get up off the floor, half of them barely having anything in there bodies but bones. There fingers reaching for me as I ran into a corner where they couldn't reach me. My heart pounding through my rib cage, making it feel like my left side of my body was going numb. All there moans and curling echoing through my ear drums sending such shivers through me, my eyes frantically tried to find a weapon or a way out but there was about my nothing around me.

   "FUCK!!!" I yelled and the speaker comes on and of course before she even spoke I knew it was my mother.

  "Hello darling, sorry for the rude awakening this morning but today is a brand new day and we need to get down to business...anything from you're father?" I snarled in anger looking around as my friends faces came in my
Mind, I had to get them to safety, Damon was right. All of this was my fault and they were all in danger because of me. So I looked up my different color eyes streaming tears of anger.

  "If I tell you what I know, please will you let all my friends go unharmed?" The speaker went quiet and for a moment I thought she was going to kill them herself but then it come back on and her voice was soft and gentle.