Someone You Used To LOVE

The World Is More Fucked Up Than I Thought

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                                                    Awkward Car Ride

            The car ride was long and awkward silent, no one was speaking, just staring out the window at all the destruction that we was driving past. Every so often we would pass a half eaten zombie, trying to come at the car but was to slow to grab on, half the time the gruesomeness of how they looked always had me turning away. But as I looked back out the window as Tank turned a corner I saw a little brunette girl standing by a burned down car, holding a teddy bear in her right hand, half of her face had been torn away that her left eye ball was hanging out on her cheek and her blood shot eyes darted towards the car as she reached for it. She was still wearing her pajamas she must have woken up to this horrible world when something must have gotten her.

      I looked away quickly not wanting to see anymore, my body lightly shivering from the shock running through my body. I felt a hand on my back, as I looked up Dimitri's green eyes was looking at me with kindness and concern. I took a deep breath and the comfort coming from him made my body calm down and relax.

    "Are you okay?" Dimitri asked while I shook my head and adjusted my seat belt as a mechanism of not wanting to talk about what I just saw, but being Dimitri, my best friend and my lover in this life seen right past it and scooted closer to me and looked out the window. He looked back at me and began speaking slowly.

     "There is a lot of gruesome things out here Octavia that I can't help you forget. You will see people of all ages out here, dead and as Zs, all I can say is it will get easier to see them. It will still bother you, just like it does with all of us, but when you see them it wont be so bad after getting used to it." I sighed shaking my head as I looked up seeing Raven looking at me but this time she wasn't looking at me with hatred or disgust, she was actually looking at me like a human being with feelings, she actually looked sad for me. I looked away and back up at Dimitri and slowly touched his face like I used to in my old life.

    Back in my own life, me and Dimitri were so close we knew everything about each other and we could always tell when something was up with each other, we were always so physical with each other. We would always touch each others face for comfort, for pleasure, and for speaking but not with our mouth's. Dimitri had a rough bringing up in life with his parents, his father had abused him and his mother for a long time and after a while of him always coming to my home with me and my mother, my mother got fed up with seeing him like he was and took him and we fled the states and moved to Canada. She won in court to keep custody of him and his mom not to long afterwards died by the hands of his father, for 8 years straight, Dimitri wouldn't talk to anyone not even me, but the way he would communicate was through body language, touching my face was indicator that he cared and told me he was okay, or vise versa.

    But after we had gone to a lot of therapy and martial arts classes and any other classes to get the anger out of him he really started opening up to everyone, especially when he meet his girlfriend Rachel. I had never seen him so happy before until they meet, she really got him talking again and back to what he used to be like, but there was still moments he wouldn't speak but in that moment in this world I'm glad this Dimitri didn't have to go through that horrible time in his life and he is a strong dependent man.

   Dimitri's eyes widen a little as I rubbed my hand over his side of his cheek and head and dragged my hands down to the corner of his lips and let my hand fall back down. His face got a little red and when I looked up Damon was looking back at me with this eyes I couldn't figure out, like he was jealous I had I just done that to him. I cleared my throat and spoke softly.