Someone You Used To LOVE

Mind Fuckery!

Hey guys I'm back with another chapter, this chapter might be one of the darkest chapters of this book so please stay tuned.

I opened my eyes frantically screaming out in fright as hand came around me, trying to hold me down from screaming and frantically shaking. I looked over to see Dimitri holding me trying to calm me down. I looked over at him, my eyes finally adjusting to his features and he looked so frantic and scared for me. I slowly calmed down and took a huge breath, closing my eyes.

"You're alright Tavia! I'm here..." Dimitri whispered holding me tighter, my head falling back on his chest. His warm ness of his chest against my cold cheek made me welcome him even more. I looked around as saw we were back home in Dimitri's home, the room I had been staying in since we came back. I don't even know how long I had been out but I knew it hadn't been three days. Or I would be eating his flesh instead of laying against him.

"How...how long.." I said as my voice came out crackly and unstable. Dimitri looked down at me and took a deep breath.

"A whole day...we got back here and you weren't...umm..waking up so.."his eyes got watery but his instantly whipped them away, trying not to look so weak like I knew he was trying but when it came to me, anything he did showed true weakness.

"So I got 2 days left..okay..I better figure out how we can stop my mother from doing anything crazy.."I tried sitting up but Dimitri stopped me, making me look up at him in confusion. His green eyes looked back me with such a tiredness I could feel it radiating off of him.

"You're always trying to save everyone but yourself..can we just lay here together for a little bit? Please?" He said, hearing the strain in his voice that he truly needed it and I closed my eyes. I took a deep breath and shook my head. He laid back upon the bed, his messy long hair on the pillow as he pulled it back. I laid down beside him, looking down at him with my different colored eyes and he spoke.

"What?" He asked gently, while the breath between both of us seemed to increased. I moved my hair out of my face, looking away gently before I spoke.

"Even though you might not think I know who you are Dimitri I know, I'm gonna tell you this straight up..if you even dare shutting yourself down to where you won't feel anything that's not gonna help..you have to fight on...you can't just sit here and think it's all you're fault Cause it not. It's...." he interrupted me sitting forward, shaking his head in disbelief.

"How am I supposed to continue on in my life without you! I know we just meet Tavia but I feel like..you're supposed to be with me always...if I just made you stay here while we went and checked out that pizza place none of this would of happened and you wouldn't be on the verge of..."he instantly stopped looking away. I pulled his face towards me, looking into his green eyes as tears started forming in my eyes.

"You will be with me...I will always be with you even if you can't see me...I will always be there for you..." tears started forming down his face as he pushed his head into my hands and looked back up at me. He instantly leaned in grabbing me close, putting his lips against mine ever so gentle, my body accepting the warm and kindness he was giving me. He kissed me ever so passionately, my body reacting on its own, I moved closer to him, putting my arms around his neck as he put me on his lap. His hand held my head, his lips Giving me so much affection, my body was instantly loving it, missing it ever since I had appeared in this world. I deepened the kiss, my tongue rolling inside his mouth as a small moan escape his mouth, sending my body into overdrive.

I started taking off my shirt as he did the same, showing his hundreds of tattoos all over his body. The Dimitri I knew only had sleeves of tattoos and a couple upon his chest but this Dimitri was almost covered with them. His body was so toned, and built when I ran my hands over his chest I felt nothing but muscle. He pushed me on the bed kissing me from above as his long hair became like a barrier around us, as all I could see was his beautiful face. He opened his eyes and when he did they were like the infected, blood shot with white pupils, with blood in his eyes bleeding out of them. I screamed falling off the bed, trying to get away from him. He came rushing towards me as I screamed in fright and he put his hands up speaking.