Someone You Used To LOVE

I don't wanna die to young

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"Octavia, please wake up....please hear me....you need to find me...find me!!!!!" The voice screamed making me jolt forward in my sleep. My breathing was really elevated, my heart beat felt like it was pounding out my chest and I was pretty sure you could see it bulging out the side of my neck. I looked around myself seeing I was still in Nick's home I was presuming and Damon was still in the bed. I sighed rubbing my face, looking for Nick, but no sighs where around. I slowly got up, my body feeling like jell, but I presumed forward and made my way over to Damon. I sat on the bed with him looking down at his face and saw his face had already healed except some bruising under his left eyes and his jaw. I grabbed his face, looking closer to him in awe in how he healed so fast but then on the side of my leg I saw a syringe. I picked it up reading the side of it and it read

Conlic Syrum

I shook my head trying to wrap my mind around what that could possible meant but a noise behind me had me jumping up and I spun with a force as my foot connected to Nicks huge hand who was blocking his face from my foot. I laughed putting my foot down as he took a deep breath and handed me some food. I looked down at it and it was some gram crackers, juice and banana. I smiled opening the gram cracker and devoured It within seconds. I sat on the end of Damon's bed looking at Nick with my discolored eyes while he grabbed a chair and sat in front of me.

"How are you feeling?" His voice was kind and soft, while his eyes betrayed nothing but sorrow and forgiveness. He reached up touching his blond hair and a big breath escaped his mouth as I ate the last part of my gram cracker. I shook my head, assuring him I did feel a little better than I did before, but at the moment I had so many questions running through my mind.

"How did you heal him like that? What is that stuff you injected him with?" I asked. His blue eyes scanned his brothers body before he closed his eyes and began speaking softly.

"It's a serum that Mary's scientist came up with. They wanted to make sure they had something that could almost heal them instantly. So they worked long hard days trying to figure it out but they couldn't figure out. Till they meet Raelynn. She had made a serum that basically made the skin heal almost instantly. We didn't think it would work but it did. She told me she made it from some rock Mary had given her to watch over. But Mary had stolen the formula from her and had been making a lot of them to protect her people. I can assure you, Damon is gonna be fine. It's you I'm worried about." My eyes adverted from Damon while my attention was on him the whole time he explained about some mysterious serum that could heal someone almost instantly. I looked up at Nick my features hard but yet calm.

"I'm fine, I'm a little wobbly, but I'm sure after I eat a little more and rest ill be fine..." I knew what I was saying was a lie and the way Nick looked at me he knew too. My life had drastically changed where in times I didn't know who or what in was and I was barely holding everything together. My mother was some strange killer that revenged for my father that is supposed to be dead but part of me feels like he is still alive. Not to mention the love life situation, I knew I loved both Damon and Dimitri so much it was killing me deep down. No matter how I went, my body would always want both which was so not natural and not me, but I just couldn't help it. But I knew deep down there was a connection with me and Damon I couldn't figure out. When we were together there was something that just made me feel so good, like a lust and darkness that over whelms me and takes over. It always feels so good but I know in the end it can't be that way. Same goes with Dimitri but his feelings are completely different that come off of him. He's like sunshine and a beautiful summer day. He is like fresh air to me and I just wanna keep breathing him in, completely opposite from Damon who the darkness overwhelms me and I loose control Dimitri I have full control of my body and I just wanna surround my broken...dark self around him, gathering all the light I can. My mind was racking between it all but Nick cleared his throat interrupting my thought, making me look up at him as he stood up.