Rescuing Atticus

Our first...real time

Song: What if the storm ends- Snow Patrol

"Atticus...Earth to Atticus...what is going on in that head of yours?" She tries to get my attention as she rubs her soft sweet hand through my hair and then climbs on top of me. Her lips are so soft, almost velvety and taste like her cherry lip gloss. I let her tongue invade my mouth and then I spring to life waking up whatever trance I am in. "There you are...where were you?"

I kiss her back and then glare into her amazing blue eyes. I don't dare tell her everything that I am really thinking. I so need to tell her about the other night but I just don't have the heart to break hers. "Sorry...I just have a lot going on in my mind right now...with you leaving in the morning and all."

"You promised you would come visit me...you will won't you?" She kisses me again planting her lush lips against mine.

"Yes...I will find a way." I told her I would do everything I possible could to come see her in New York.

"Take me...make love to me Atticus. It's our last night together...give me something to remember you by." She runs her hands down my chest and then back up. When she goes back down she unbuttons my jeans and then unzips my zipper. Her hand pulls out my shaft and she looks up and me with this crazy greedy smile before going down on me. I feel my eyes roll in the back of my head. It's not the first time she has gone down on me...this is something that we have been doing. Her doing me...me doing her...we just haven't gone all the way with each other. I keep holding back afraid of the monster that might come out of me and then she will hate me for what I am. She stops to look up at me and then sits up and kisses my lips again. "Please...you know you want this just as much as I do."

"Fine." I shake my head and get out of the car. I go around to the trunk and pull out the blanket that I have been carrying around for this soul purpose and place in on the ground next to the car. We are in the middle of some open field, far away from everyone. She stands there looking at me with those wanting eyes. I have seen that look before and tonight I just don't feel like holding back any longer.

I step closer to her and slowly take off her shirt and then I unfasten her bra. Her breast are so perky and my hand gravitates towards them. I suck on one while pulling up on her mini shirt to find my way to her panties. I watch her reaction and she is all smiles. I slowly pull her panties off along with her skirt...she is standing there in the moonlight like a goddess, my sweet angel.

I strip out of my clothes. I quickly dive in my pocket for the packet and open it with my teeth then slide on the condom only because there is no way I'm having a kid right now. In seconds my hands are all over her and I pull her down to the blanket. I want all of her...I have always wanted all of her. I can't stop myself.I am close to entering her when she screams out.

"Wait...that hurts...Atticus...slow down."

I am so use to be with women that have already had sex that I didn't even know that doing this could hurt. I look at her and wait for the go. She blinks a few times and then nods. I slowly enter her and a moan escapes her lips, so sweet that I am already wanting to go but tell myself to hold it off.

I'm very cautious at first but then she is grabbing my back and pulling me into her and I go harder...forcing myself deep inside of her. She keeps yelling and screaming for me to stop but then right after tell me she wants more and I give it to her...all of it. I'm I my own world and when feel my release it is only then that I look down and see her crying. "Ahhh...shit...did I hurt you...Oh...God...I'm sorry...I would never..."

"I'm fine...it was just really intense." She wipes a stray tear from her cheek.

I lean in and kiss the remainder of her tears. "Baby...please forgive me...I would never hurt you intentionally."