in my vains - andrew belle
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Harry and I were walking back to the house side by side and every time his hand brushed mine I felt shivers go down my spine. Before 5 minutes ago harry was a crying mess and now he has a stone hard expression.
“Are you ok Harry?” I ask carefully
“Why would you ask that?!” he just snaps and walks faster
“Your eyebrows are furrowed and why are you walking fast?!” I call after him
“Because I don’t want to see your fucking face again!” he says and starts running fast.
Well, that was weird. I thought we were getting on good terms. I run to the house in vampire speed and pack my stuff just incase.
“How did you arrive faster?” harry asks as he enters the room panting.
“Vamp speed” I say shrugging
“What are you doing?” he asks and I gave him an ‘are you serious’ look.
“Ok I mean why are you packing?”
“Because you said you never wanted to see my face again” I say and look around for my shirt.
“All right, but what are you going to do with your eyes?” he asks with a smirk.
“What?”
“You’re hungry and if you go out your inner vampire will lash out and kill anything with a heart beat,” he said with triumph.
“But you have a heart beat so aren’t you afraid?” I ask with a smirk and take a few steps closer to him.
“Yeah but you wouldn’t hurt me” he said and returned the smirk.
“True, but a little blood wouldn’t hurt” I harshly say and grab his wrist to bring it closer to my mouth.
“Don’t you fucking dare” harry hissed but I didn’t care. It was like another person controlling my acts.
“But I like dares so I will” I whisper and dig my fangs in his vain. It was the best blood I have ever tasted since the blood bag they gave me yesterday after that white rabbit. I couldn’t help but let out a moan of pleasure as I kept on drinking his blood.
“Stop! You’re going to drain me” he whispered and I found my senses and let go but kept his wrist in my hold and licked what dripped further.
“Do you need my blood?” I ask as I let go of his wrist.
“Yes, you dug your fangs deep that it couldn’t heel naturally” he said and locked his eyes with mine and everything hits like bricks as I realized what I did. I almost killed my jerk of a soulmate.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to almost kill you. It was like another me was controlling my own acts” I say and look at me bloody hands in disgust.
“Just give me your blood” harry whined like a 6- year old boy.
I handed my hand bitten to harry and he drank enough to heal the wound. He let go of my wrist and wiped his mouth with his white t-shirt on the floor.
“Thank y-“ he started
“I’m sorry” I say loud enough to cut him
“Yeah… me too” he says and goes to the bathroom to change. After he finishes I go in and I look in the mirror and see a monster. My chin dribble blood, my fangs out, my red/purple eyes and clothes all covered with blood. Harry’s blood.
I felt tears stream down my face and try to stop them but a sob broke out.
“Are you okay?” harry asks from the other side of the door
“Yeah” I croak out and wash my face with cold water. After I finished I went out and saw harry lying on the bed shirtless ready to sleep.
“I’m just going to sleep on the couch” I say and go to grab a pillow but harry takes a hold of my hand.
“Stay. Just don’t touch me” he says then locks his jaw tightly.
“Ok” I whisper and lay on the bed staring at the ceiling.
“I’m a monster” I whisper as tears whelm my eyes.
“Yes you are” he says and turns on his side as far as he can. What he said made the tears fall freely and I sob silently.
“ I am too”
