captain | levi x reader

fourteen

i just finished a really sad levi x reader story omgomgomg im still recovering cause the ending was so sad yet so good.

i wAS IN TEARS, GOD DAMN IT.

okay enjoy this short thing.

sincerely,

- sakura (aka castieltheangxl)

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Y/N's POV

Have you ever felt so content with things? So very pleasant with a certain thing or a certain someone?

Whenever I was near Levi, I would almost-most very likely-feel at a state of tranquility, as though as if the moments I spent with him were seconds of everlasting bliss.

Even though Levi had that one cold stare that could frighten anybody by just a simple glance, it would most always never ever scare me. It never did.

So when I teased Levi on giving him so many hugs and kisses, he gave me his death glare.

Of course, he didn't mind the fact that he'd be spoiled in kisses. It was the fact that I kept repeating the exact same line that bothered him.

"Let's go now," I would usually say, "So I can give you kisses." I'd say afterwards, sometimes.

After Levi said that he felt comfortable with finally leaving the bed of the infirmary, he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me against him. I was slightly taken aback with his sudden rough actions, but then I accepted it, realizing that his room was a room that I'd be in.

Levi opened his door as he limped inside, me following behind while I stared at his room.

Of course, it was clean as hell, and smelled of lemons and cleaning detergents. His desk was symmetric with some other furniture, with every single piece of paper stacked neatly onto the corner of his desk, his pen loosely sitting in a small mug that held of various pens and office supplies.

The floor was shiny, gleaming at its best. Not a speck of dust was to be seen, not even the naturally occurring ones that were airborne.

"Clean freak." I close his door behind me, looking towards him.

"Tch, shut up." He ordered softly.

I allow myself to sit in a chair in front of his desk. It was black, and it consisted of spinning with your movemets. Quite entertaining for a person like me.

'So twirly...' I thought, whilst using my legs to push the part of the chair that conducted the motion.

"[Y/N]." Levi calls out.

I hummed a happy tune as I spun myself on his chair to face him. He was so unentertained, or atleast, he look as if so. Levi's unemotional eyes gave in when I stared giggling.

"Yes, Captain?"

"Come here."

I propped myself up from the chair, and stared at Levi. He sat in a normal dining chair that surrounded a wooden table, along with duplicates of the same chair. He tapped his finger impatiently on the table until I sat down with him. My hand pulled the chair out, and I gently sat myself down while smiling slightly.

I rested my head on my hand, and like Levi, I tapped my finger against the wooden surface of the table.

We both endured a brief silence, only to stare into each other's eyes. It may sound cliché, I'm aware, but his usual stare wasn't as cold when looking at me.

"Levi?" I bit my lip, watching him as he rolled his eyes.

"Commander Erwin was to deliver us dinner. That idiot is taking a while."

If I had an interest, I would of told him that I was quite rather hungry, possibly even starving as I did miss lunch.

"Well that's okay Lev-"

Suddenly, Levi jumped from his chair and he sprawled onto me. We both stumbled onto the floor as my head came in contact with the floor. I was utterly confused at the moment. Before I could even get back on my feet, to maybe yell at him for committing such an action, Levi scooped me up in his arms, and he quickly shut me up with a passionate kiss.

Still confused, I hesitantly kissed him back. His lips curved into a smile as I felt my back hit a soft material of some sort, while his mouth left mine. My brows furrowed a bit, my head tilting against the soft lemon-scented sheets of his bed. The fabric was white, a very clean white. And I had wrinkled it, we both had wrinkled it, because Levi was straddling over me with his body towering over mine.

"Levi?" Yet again, I bit my lip as his name rolled off my tongue.

"Let's do something while waiting, princess."

Almost right after he had finished off his sentence, he attacked my neck with his light kisses that travelled up painfully slowly. I rested my hands over his shoulder blades while moving my mouth over to his. He didn't mind that I kissed him a bit roughly than our last kiss, because with the way he snaked his arm around my waist it seemed as though he enjoyed it.

An accidental moan escaped my mouth as I felt his lower region grind against mine.

Levi broke away from our blissful embrace and smirked, his eye brow raised.

"You seem to want more."

My cheeks almost immediately boiled a bright pink, "I...I..."

Levi's arm that was once around my waist, was now rubbing over the inner part of my thigh. And so, I made the horrific mistake to moan. Though I couldn't help it, I admit it felt really pleasant.

Levi grabbed my chin in a swift motion and brushed his lips over mine, and yet again, we both began to witness a deep kiss.

He asked for entrance. No, he begged for it. Levi's tongue licked my bottom lip, and I granted him access, as well as him. I felt his tongue swirl around in my mouth, he explored everything. From the roof of my mouth to the touch of my tongue, he was gentle.

And so, I did a something that I thought I'd never do to a guy.

My fingers tugged against the hem of the shirt he wore, and I, surprisingly, ripped it off of him, our lips separating for a quick second before touching again.

While Levi kept tracing circles on my inner thigh, I felt up his bare and toned chest, feeling every bit of his muscles that he gained over the years.

He then shifted his mouth over to my ear and whispered, "It's not fair that you get to keep your shirt on."

I whined, "I've never revealed so much to a guy, Levi."

He gave me a soft expression, and then he smiled.

"I'll be your first."

My heart raced at this. Was I really going to let this happen?

"O-Okay."