Our Love (Kian Lawley)

Chapter 31

Nicole (3 years after their wedding)

I was in the living room watching tv. Kian was out with Sam. I got up form the couch and went to the restroom.

thats weird. I htought to myself I was supposed to get my period. I havent gotten it in a month and a half... When was the last time I-? Shit. I got out of the bathroom grabbed my car keys and drove to CVS.

When I got their I got some Pregnancy Tests. I checked out and went back home. I went into the bathroom and it said it was postive. I took 5 more tests and they all came out positive. I started to cry. Not because I don't want to have the baby. But because I might actually be a mom.

"Hey babe," he said kissing me on the cheek.

"Hey," I said. He started walking towards the Kitchen. "Kian." He turned around.

"yeah," he said walking towards m. "is something wrong?"

"I need to show you something," I said taking his hand and leading him into the bathroom. i opened the door. "Look at the sink." He went in the bathroom and looked at the sink.

"Are these yours?" he asked.

"No kian they're the Easter bunny's," I said sarcastically, "Of course their mine."

He came out of the bathroom and looked at me with the biggest smile on his face. He picked me up and spun me around. He put me back down.

"Your not mad?" I asked him smiling.

"No why would I!" he said.

"I just thought that you might not be ready," I said.

"I am," he said holding my hands. "Are you ready?"

"Yes," I said. he hugged me again. I'm so lucky to have him in my life.

2 months later... (Sorry i'm skipping around alot.)

Kian and I were in the waiting room of the doctor.

"Nicole Lawley?" one of the nurses said. We got up and walked inside the room. I layed down on the bed they have. Kian was on the left side of the bed and held my hand.

"How are you today?" the nurse asked.

"Great," I said.

"Ok lets see how the baby's doing," she said putting the censor thing on my stomach (idk what its called) She looked at the screen with a concerened look.

"I-is everything ok?" I asked. I felt Kian's grip tighten.

"Let me get the doctor," she said leaving the room. i looked at Kian and he kissed my forehead. The doctor came in.

"Lets see how the babys doing," he said putting the censor thing back on my stomach. He put it back on the handle and looked at me. "i'm so sorry. The baby has died. This rarely happens and we dont know why. You can try again in a few months. Again im very sorry" He walked out of the room. And the nurse wipped off the cream from my stomach. I got up and walked out the office and went into the passanger side of the car.

"Hey it's ok," Kian said putting his hand on my thigh while i looked out the window. "The doctor said we could try again in a few months." We got home and i sat down on the couch in the living room. I instantly broke down crying. Kian sat next to me and rubbed my back.

"Its ok," he said I rested my head on his shoulder.

"What did i do to deserve this," i cried.

"You didnt do anything," Kian said. "Maybe now wasnt our time to become parents."

i looked at him and he cupped my face and wiped away my tears with his thumb. "I love you." he said.

"I love you too," I said.