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forty three.

A month later (shut up i have been planning this fucking date since the beggining okay)....

Pandora Gray

Me: jenna what if i screw up what if omf im so nervous okay djsdip

Jenna: calm your tits chid, he asked you out so he's semi into you right? and you two practically know everything about each other so you cant screw up too bad smh

Me: send help

Jenna: there are already people doing that for you.

Me: but i didnt tell you guys where the date was??

Jenna: 0.0 whoops

I'm so nervous for this, and I have no idea why. I've seen him shirtless, and pantless, but luckily not boxerless, so why am I freaking out? Harry told me not to dress up, since the date was in the flat. Someone knocks on my door, "Come in!" Harry opens the door and he's in sweats and a Nirvana tee, same with me except I have a regular baby blue shirt.

"Ready?" He outstretches his arm, and I take it and nod.

"Ready." He leads me out, and it's completely dark except for a candle that's sitting on top of the table. There's a table cloth on top of the table, Say Something playing softly in the background, and a silver platter on the table.

He pulls open the seat for me and them he goes to the kitchen to get something. "Your dinner for tonight," he removes the platter, and I beam, "Oreos and Lemonade." He pours the lemonade in my glass and his, then sits down. I pick up an Oreo,

"Cheers?"

"Cheers." We clink Oreos together and gobble them up. "Sorry it's not a fancy restaurant, I'm broke." I laugh.

"Aw, aw." I hear another voice, and Harry starts to laugh. "Shit Ashlyn they're spotted us, run!" I hear two footsteps scurry off.

"Our friends, gosh." Harry laughs, sipping his lemonade. "Remember the first time we had this?"

"Yeah, we were outside and you were smoking a cigarette."

"I remember, I called you a princess." He chuckles, "you still are one." He pops another Oreo in his mouth.

"Yeah? How?"

"For one, you saw Valerie's bullshit way before I did, " I nod, "Mum's anniversary, you never left my side. You keep me in check, you're kinda like the nice version of reality."

"I'm reality 2.0."

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We found ourselves outside again, his arm around my waist.

"You do realize, that this is going to destroy us."

"I know," I whisper, "but after it ruins us, I want us to ruin us again, and again."

fave chapter so far tbh

Ash xx