ATOMS OF YOU

46

I opened my eyes to admire his beautiful sleepy being. I caressed his face and kissed his forehead. My body was a bit tired still, and outside there was a beautiful sunny day. I looked for my laptop to do some work on it, as I layed on the bed. I felt a bit stunned, probably from last night's high music.
I grabbed my phone too, to check how everyone's doing. On my friends group chat everything was doing well. I sent Ana her picture with Al, he looked so handsome. She was really happy with it. I'd support my friend if she's a fan and I can help her with that. I have never been the kind to be super fan of someone, I do love some artists and bands, but maybe not as Ana, to be at the point to tattoo someone's face.
Breanna said everything was doing fine, they were okay, and their relationship was okay too. She sent me a picture of Amelia sending me a kiss, my cutie pie. She reminds me of my cousins and my nieces, who I miss a lot by the way.
Once I felt updated I grabbed my computer to finish all my work and send some drafts to Amelia, my boss, not the baby one. It took me a while and some concentration, but in a hour and half I had it all done. On the clock it was 13:26, there was no signs of Alex waking up. But I don't want to do it either.

I walked to the kitchen with my huge Arctic Monkeys t-shirt, there was some really low music playing, it was Alex's playlist or something, I really didn't understand that much how the player worked. But I liked his music taste.
There wasn't anything to cook really, so I toasted some English muffins with butter, poached some eggs and there was some Benedict eggs. I loved to eat that when I had drink tons of beer last night.

— I smelled egges from the other side...–Alex brought me out of my thoughts, planting a kiss on my forehead, he was freshly showered, wearing unbuttoned jeans
— Thought you were sleeping, I was going to get you some to the bed..–I offered him the ones that were ready from the plate, he grabbed something to drink
— I woke up a couple times, I'm a bit stunned, that music was fucking high last night, goddamn.
— You too, babe? –I joined him to the table with the food, sitting infront of him— Me too, I still hear the walls blasting inside my head.
— Matt just called me, told me everything is doing fine with Breanna, said that it's thanks to you..–I frowned, denying with my head
— Mine? –I tried to swallow— I'm not cupid, but I guess my words were wise at least.
— He likes you, he thinks you're a really good friend to him and Breanna too, you had honest words with her, last time one friend gave her any advice, she ended up filling up a divorce form. –Alex laughed, I felt horrified
— She was worried, I'd be too, but she's the mother of his child and they are together, shouldn't that girl be irrelevant?
— Mabel? –he asked, I didn't know her name— She's a good girl, she's in love with Matt, that's the truth, but Matt isn't, he only liked her and well, you know how things are. She cares about him, she respects Breanna.
— Yeah, well, those things can happen. She's not a problem, like it's not her fault, she's out of it.
— I like that you're reasonable with that kind of this..–he finished eating, leaning his chin in the palm of his hand
— I hate women fighting between eachother, and in some case like that, well, Matt would be doing crappy decisions. –I know I'm right
— Oh, I agree...–I stood from my chair, coming closer to his lips, keeping him closer
— But babe, don't you worry, I'm all feminist and modern but if you cheat on me I'll cut your dick off. –I murmured over his lips, planting a tiny kiss on them— I'll go, get a shower and get my bag ready, my love.

Today I'd go back home, as we planned, even though we both wanted me to stay, it'd be hard, but I do think it's the best for our relationship. Let's not burn stages. Let's do this step by step, because last time it ended up horrible for me. I do care too much about Alex and how things are going to fuck it up so quickly.

After a relaxing shower, I threw something in to finish packing everything. I decided to leave some clothes here, some underwear, since I spend so much time with him, I'll need it, he already had left clothes at my place. I left everything downstairs, even packed my cat's stuff. She behaved so well, she was an angel. She loves Alex so much, plays and kisses him all the time.
Al helped me to get everything into the car, and then he drove to my place. It was such a beautiful day, so sunny and warm, it was hot but not in an annoying way. We did a little pit stop for some gasoline. He brought me candy, as always. I kissed him as a 'thank you'. This was a pomegranate lolly. Love it. But love it more on his lips.