Finding You.

CHAPTER 39

SOMILA

I'm wrapped around Aya's hot flesh when I open my eyes, welcoming the dawn as it cascades through the window. I smile immediately when I look at the glass door, with thoughts of him pinning me against it last night. We have never had such wild and kinky sex before, and I have to admit it was so perfect that I became so emotional after the adrenaline left my body.

Truth is, I love Aya but I'm afraid... I fight him all the time because I'm afraid he'll leave me, or betray me like Lizo did but... I know Aya loves me, I have no doubt about that, and I know that once I completely open my heart to him - all of it, there's no going back.

His deep, rusty morning voice surprises me. "What are you all smiles about this morning?" he asks with a smile of his own, playing on his lips. "The sliding door." I confess to him, feeling my cheeks turning hot from blushing. "You liked that?" he asks, and I ponder his question for a moment, embarrassed to answer immediately.

"Come on, we need to talk about these things in order to know what we like and don't like when it comes to intercourse." I nod, answering his first question. "What does that mean Somila?" he asks, his voice stern. "I loved it." I say in a small voice and he hugs me tight.

I wrap my leg around his body. "Aren't you going to work?" I ask... I seem to ask him this question a lot. "I start at two."
       "Oh okay... anyway, I won't be coming back tomorrow night." His arms grab my shoulders, holding me up - away from his body so that he's looking straight into my eyes."Why not?" he asks, his tone changing from light to lightly aggressive.

"Tlhogi wants me to try on the dress she made, so that if there are any alternations she needs to make, they're not done at the last minute." I explain to him. "The last time you were alone with your sister, you two ended up getting tattooed." He harshly reminds me and I cringe, hoping that he doesn't get angry and pick a fight at this hour. I'm drained from all this fighting.

"I'll be back Wednesday, besides... I really need to fix things with my parents." His face softens at my mentioning of them, and I relax a little. "Yes, especially after what happened yesterday... Life is too short to stay angry at the people who care about you." He says. I think he means more than just my parents.

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We get ready after a few hours and head out in different directions. When I get to the parking lot at Daniel's school, he comes over to my car immediately, with an ail-looking Skyler. "Skyler, what's wrong?" I ask,. She has dark circles under her eyes, her eyes pop out from her eyelids.

"She isn't feeling well Somi, can we take her home with us please?" he pleads, worrying me. "Isn't your au-pair picking you up Sky?" She just shakes her head no."Her dad was supposed to pick her up two hours ago and now he isn't answering his phone, we even asked Mrs Jordan to call from the office." Daniel adds on."Come on Somi, you can take her to her uncle's place when you knock off." I can't say no to these two sweet kids, plus he does have a point.

They jump inside the car and we drive off to Daniel's house. Skyler has turned pink by the time we arrive. She quickly runs to the toilet where I follow her, and find her throwing up. I hold her hair back until she's all done.

I put my forehand on her forehead checking her temperature, which is boiling hot. Leading her out of the bathroom, I make her a glass of rehydration solution, then give her some fever syrup and allergex. She lies on the couch and Daniel brings her one of his blankets, covering her body before seating at the base of her feet on the same couch.