Finding You.

CHAPTER 40

SOMILA

It’s Saturday, the day of Sara’s wedding. We were late for the church service, as well as the speech part of the reception area. I suspect Aya didn't want to be there to witness the "I dos" and "you may kiss the bride."

The wedding is filled with a lot of wealthy-looking people, I feel out of place. I spot Sara, she looks beautiful in her white, luxurious dress. She’s speaking to a guy in a suit, her lips whispering something into his ear. I assume that’s her husband, because they look like newlyweds – cosy and passionate.

The wedding is in full party mode, with disco lights flashing all over the dance floor which I assume was only filled by the bride and groom for their first dance, about an hour ago.

Aya and I, sit at a table with two other couples, who are engaged in their own chatter. Aya disappears, to get us some more champagne. I’ve never felt so awkward and out of place, in my entire life... this is just too fancy for my liking.

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“Somila… what are you doing here?” A voice emerges beside me. I know that voice from somewhere. I spot Lesedi as I turn around to face the familiar, slurred voice. “Oh Lesedi, hi… You’re here too? Uhm, I’m here with someone – friends with the bride.” I ramble, nervous.

It sounds so strange saying Sara and Aya are friends, but that’s the best description I can give him right now. “Oh I see, so why are you seated alone? Come on and dance with me, or… you could ditch your date, and we can go somewhere private.” He isn’t serious right?

I cringe at the thought, because now I know I wouldn’t want to be sexually involved with anyone else, if it isn’t Aya. What am I going to do? My boyfriend and my… situationship are in one place at the same time.

“Lesedi I’m here with my boyfriend.” I decide to inform him boldly. “Oh yea? I’ve been dying to meet this fella who made you stop hanging out with me. Where is he?” He asks. “Getting us some drinks at the bar.” I answer, as I stand up.

Lesedi’s arm is draped over my shoulder, he brings me closer to him. “What are you doing?” I ask. “Let go.” I add. “What for, sweet pea?” I can tell he has consumed a lot of alcohol. “Just let go okay… whatever it is that we almost had, ended a long time ago.”

I'm desperate for him to go right now, but he pulls me closer, and whispers in my ear in a harsh tone. “It’s over when I say it’s over sweetheart.” My body fills with terror.

Just then, Aya stands in front of us. “Lesedi, what the fuck are you doing?” hold on… he knows the guy? “I’m holding my girlfriend, man.” Lesedi slurs. What the fuck, why is he doing this? “Your girlfriend? Dude it’s your wedding day, you’ve just said your vows a few hours ago… Wait, what do you mean Somila’s your girlfriend?”

Hold on... “This is your wedding?” my voice is small and hoarse now. “So this is the famous boyfriend I’ve been hearing about? I couldn’t imagine it being my snort-faced cousin. I Didn't think you would come, Shooter... given your history with my wife.” Lesedi adds.

“Did you say Cousin?” what the fuck? “Yep, my little Mr Goody pants cousin… did you tell him that we fucked?” I let out a gasp, as Aya’s eyes change from anger to confusion, and then a shattering pain.

I try to pull out of Lesedi’s embrace, but he tightens his grip, his hand now on my waist. I feel so dirty. Skyler then comes up to us. “Hey uncle Noah, you made it!” She hugs him, then looks to me and Lesedi. “Somi… I didn’t know you knew my dad.”

WHAT THE FUCK?

“Your dad?” is all I can manage to say. “Yep... Please excuse me, I'll catch up with you later Somi.” She says hurriedly, before turning to Lesedi. “Daddy… aunt Sara sent me to fetch you. She needs your help with something.”
        “I’ll be right there sweetheart.” He slurs, and Skyler skips away from us, into the crowd.

I try to move out of Lesedi’s grip again, but he tightens his hand around me. “Let go!” My anger is on the surface now. “Not until you tell him what a good time we had, and how I came into that tight pussy... remember that baby girl?” He has a smug look on his face, seeing that people have stopped on their tracks, their attention now on us.

I’m boiling with anger right now, if my life will be put on display like this, dished out for everyone to see... then I might as well just finish this off.

“You mean the time you were having sex with my inner thighs? Yea, yea I do remember that Lesedi, really I do. You didn’t even penetrate me, because you were too shit faced. And, the only reason I let you continue, was because you weren’t actually inside me...

"You think I would’ve allowed you to fuck me without protection on? Oh and by the way… you were a rebound on that day, because earlier on, I had found your slutty wife giving your cousin – who so happens to be her ex… a fucken blowjob!” The words roll out of my mouth so quickly and loud, everybody is staring at us now.

Scanning the crowd, I spot Sara, her hand covering her mouth as I’ve just unleashed all the secrets. “Well I was still pumping you... just like this.” He starts to move on my side, I feel his length digging into my hip.

How can he do this with his wife looking at us, with Aya and everyone else looking at us? “Lesedi why are you doing this?” I ask, trying to free myself from his assault, when Aya lunges into him. His shoulder connects with Lesedi’s stomach so hard, that it sends me falling to the ground with them.

I’m in a haze, my mind keeps replaying all the information I have just discovered. Skyler is Lesedi’s daughter, Lesedi is Aya’s cousin. Sara who is now married to Aya’s cousin, is Aya’s ex.... and then there’s me who happens to have been dragged into this mess. There’s me who’s in the middle of all of this. There’s me – in a relationship with Aya while having had a fling with his cousin…

THE END

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