Chapter 32

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Kayla's P.O.V

We're finally about to leave.................i am so excieted, because all i wanna do is sleep.............we watched as chris, tina, yanique and cameron, finished there last lap............i sat at the table drinking my soda and august came up to me again, and sat down.......he wasn't paying me no attention, and i was happy with that

August: listen, i ain't mean to say that shit to you, okay

I moved my cup away and looked at him, even though, my shades were still on i was staring at him now

Me: where were you,......................................that you couldn't hear me screaming

He looked up with a confused look

August: whatchu talkin bout

Me:*looks away* I was screaming........................hoping someone could help me...........................................* chuckle* it's fine now...........*shaking my head* because i'm so numb.........................i wouldn't be able to feel it again

August:  kay what are you talking about

Me: c'mon august.........................don't act like you don't know what i'm talking about................*exposing my neck* it's soooooo fucking obvious

Anger filled his eyes..................i got up shaking my head and left.........everyone was gone, when i got in the parking lot, and went i got to chris's car i just started laughing, holding my cut because it hurted like hell

Me: this is akward

Chanel had her legs wrapped around chris, and he was holding on to her and they were kissing....................i knew they had something goin on for eachother....they stopped and looked shocked, i shook my head and walked to my side of the door

Me: *smiling* freaky, freaky, freaky

We all got in and chris started driving, we all were in a akward silence........

Me: awww c'mon are you guys seriously gonna act like i didn't catch ya'll sucking off eachother faces

Chris started laughing

Me: how long have you two been together

Chanel: we're not together

Me: ohhh boooo..........................................

We continued our ride and chris pulled up to the driveway...........

Me: i know ya'll wanna talk, so peace chris........

Chris: later kay

I grabbed my bag and phone and got out the car, i had chanel's key, so i unlocked the door and went upstairs to her room, plopping down on her bed, putting my bag on the floor...I got a text message and it was from august

August: kay...i wanna talk to you, have a real conversation.........not argue, or you walk away, or you slapin me......just a real convo with only you and me

Me: ...........there's nothin, to talk about aug..............you never wanna hear what i gotta say, cuz i never learn my lesson.......................remember

After i sent the text message i cut my phone off and chanel came in......

Chanel: get comfortable...............

Me: thanx

Chanel: girl don't thank me...........that's what friends are for

Me:*smiling holding my cut* 

I got up and took my bag to the bathroom taking a quick shower, i brushed my teeth and put on some pajama pants and a tank top and i left the bathroom with my bag putting it on the floor in chanel's room

I laid down and she sat next to me................

Chanel: here..........put neosporin on your cut.................it heals faster

I put some on my cut and laid back putting the covers over me

Chanel: i'll be back...............goin to take a shower

She left and  just turned on the t.v................there was a knock on the door so i turned down the volume

???: It's cameron.....

I hurried up and put on my shades getting under the blanket covering my arms

Me: yeah

He came in and sat on the bed...looking at me

*cameron on the sideline*

Cameron: you okay

Me: yeah, why wouldn't i be

Cameron: aug keep textin me.........................he doesn't know your here so he's goin crazy.......because he's saying your not home, nd your not answering his calls

Me: i don't wanna talk to him..................

Cameron: why can't you drop drey...........................it's like you and aug are already married, ya'll argue, make up, nd argue all over again

Me: me and august just................................*sighs* i don't know anymore

Cameron: see..................that's what married couples say, i know cuz my mom always say that.............but then by the next day she's talking and all over my dad again 

Me:................................................................we have mixed feelings for eachother

Cameron: your right..................nd ya'll just don't know how to ...........how you say it......................make it official that deep down inside ya'll actually love each other

Me: i don't love august

Cameron: no your lyin, what you mean is ..............................you love him..................your just not IN love with him yet

I stared at the bed, thinking............

Cameron: you know i'm right kay......................you could deny it, but really all you do is deny, deny deny, deny............................but when you keep denying it, you don't realize it's eating you inside..........................just talk to him, i garentee you after you'll feel so much better...................you human, we all are, and we all go through that phase, when you deny and hold onto everything, but theres so much you can take..................................your gonna explode, nd i don't wanna see my friend go through that.................................

Me: *crying and smiling* god..................*shaking my head*  it;s like you and your sister know everything, nd ya'll always know what to say

Cameron: we don't know everything..........................................we just know the obvious*smiling*

Me: nite

Cameron: nite kay

He got up and walked out then poked his head through

Cameron:...........don't worry.......................he loves you to

Me:*crying,nd smiling*.............

He's so right............................and the crazy thing is that sounded ike something my father would totally say...i grabbed my phone and turned it on, taking off my shades, i plugged up my headphones and played healing by kelly price as i drifted off to sleep.........

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