MissUnderstood(August Alsina Love Story)

Chapter 116

Kayla's P.O.V

I picked up the note reading it

~ Kayla

I'm sorry I had ta do this......i had a lot of thinkin to do for this decision..... I love you and I never want you to forget me.....I have to clear my mind, so this is it......I had to make one more drop.....nd if I don't make it home tonight which there is a 100% chance I don't....do me one favor.....tell my momma that I love her.....leave some flowers fo Mel......take da money to da girls moms I don't want dem chasin after niggas....... I'm really sorry kay, nd I wantchu to find it in your heart to forgive me.......you were always there for me.....nd I'll Neva forget dat..... I left those two disc fo you....just little somethin I worked on nd I wanted you to be the first to hear dem.......I love you to da infinity nd beyond....... Dis ain't a goodbye baby dis is more like a see you lata

~ August

By the end of the letter I was crying, he left.....I couldn't believe it.....I sat on the bed nd opened the duffle bag nd there was nothin but hundreds wrapped in bands.......I took three bundles of money out and grabbed the CDs and letter walking out and closing the door....... I went downstairs wiping my tears and put the three bundles of money on the counter in front of m.shelia

Me: aug loves you

Before she said anything I left throwing the bag of money in my back seat and running to my house changing into sweats and a t-shirt...... I went back in my car driving to Compton....there's no way that August is serious right now....while I stopped at a red light I popped one of the CDs in and it was August talking

August: I knoe where you goin by dis time kay, nd don't waste yo time cuz I'm far from da trap by na......I Juss gotta make it on my own

I don't always do what I should, but I do what I gotta do....when you been at da bottom you see da hunger in side of you, don't say what chu won't do cuz it could all change, when it goes nd gets tough it'll drive you insane, see if done dodge a couple shots, served a couple blocks, head a couple corners tryna shake a couple guys.....I broke a couple rules didn't graduate from school, cuz I was busy hustle man I thought dat shit was cool......

I was stuck, nd people were honking while I dat there and finished listening to the song... He planed all of this...... I started crying as I pulled over and tried to call him

Me:*cryin* please don't do this aug

It went to voice mail..... I hung up tossing my phone in the passenger seat while I put my head on the wheel listening to the last verse of his song made me cry harder

Cuz where I'm from, niggas out here dyin everyday and they ain't all bad det just tryin to make a way, nd I ain't no different so if I get missin, these are my last wishes, I hope you get em right girl if I don't make it he tonight

My eyes burned from crying..........I hope to got that I'm dreaming

August P.O.V

I declined her call as I sat down putting my phone on airplane mode.......I looked out da window den closed my eyes.......we've been through so much, nd there's more to go through, I know I just messed up, but dey gotta understand dis is fo dat best of us........I ain't plan to go dis far wif Kayla....... I had a rep nd i broke it to be wif her even if we had our stuggles........I opened my eyes thinking bout what she asked me yesterday........on da farious wheel.... But I granted one of dem last night, dats why I ain't pull out right away....... She'll understand, nd I'm sure yall do too.......