Totally (Tragic Love Series 1)

18th

I cried the whole night. I didn’t sleep because it always flash through my head. The scene, the all you’ve been waiting for scene...just happened.

And I fear that I won’t be able to move on.

The time when she said ‘yes’, something in me that wants to interrupt. My heart suddenly stopped. Like something was about to happen.

“Morning, gem.”

“Morning, baby.”

Why am I here, anyway? I’m just some extra, a third wheel. I have no choice, nobody wants to befriend me. I prefer coming with them than to be alone.

Besides, this is a good start in moving on. I should used to see him everytime and accept the fact that I am no one to him. He even stopped talking to me after their date.

I guess he used me. It’s okay. I maybe a martyr but sorry, I’m just loving.

Jade is mature enough to handle relationship. While me? I’m still a baby in my Dad’s eyes. I trust Kevin the way I trust Jade. I know he will take good care of her. Knowing Jade is fragile and sensitive.

“I should be going now.”

“Oh, okay. Bye, Summer. Take care.”

But it makes me sad, though. I partly regretted helping Kevin. Now that they’re official, Jade rarely talk to me. It’s okay, as long as she’s happy.

“Hey. Are you Summer Snow?”