The Wait Is Over (BxB) Book 1

Chapter 6

                                                          Kevin’s Pov.

I woke up all groggy, like I usually feel after a visit from daddy dearest.

God even thinking about him makes my skin crawl, I shiver and rub my face with my hands to wipe the sleep off my face.

I stare up at the ceiling thinking about getting up, with not much strength.

Come on Kevin, get yourself together man, he is not here and you are safe, who cares if your father betrayed your trust, his loss not mine.

I was so into my thoughts, when a sigh sounded throughout the dorm.

Now I know I came to bed alone, I slowly turn towards where the noise came from and sitting on my chair in front of my desk was the person.

I am sure my eyes were as big as bowling balls and my jaw drop so low that it went through my floor and into the dorm under me.

‘’You know for someone like you, you blushed a lot’’. The guy chided and I move my hand slowly and reach my face, to trace my cheeks with my fingers,  my fingers felt like they just got burned.

Was I really blushing?  I never blush for no one, why with him.

‘’Why, how’’. I try to ask but my words would not come out.

‘’I use the door’’. He answer my unspoken question, I raised an eyebrow, now I know he was lying I lock my door from the inside for personal precautions.

‘’What do you want?  Money I do not have any’’. I squeak out while I look around to see how he came in.

The window was shut close, I was fucking confuse when it came to me, he was in here when I got back from dinner.

‘’Oh god, oh god did you, was I’’? I started hyperventilating bad.

Did he rape me? Oh, my god was I rape again, tears roll down my cheeks and I could not control them.

‘’My god, not again, not again’’. I started rocking back and forward while chanting this.

‘’Hey hey, are you ok’’. The rapists ask sounding concerned.

‘’You, you rape me’’. I whispered, avoiding eye contact could not help but mentally roll my eyes at the irony, I am always looking for people to make eye contact with me and today I am avoiding it.

‘’No I did not’’. He screamed sounding disgusted by the thought, shaking his head no real fast.

 I could not help but breath an air of relieved but than I took in what he said and the face he mace and I frowned.

Their goes a punch to my ego, was I ugly, not good enough for him? Wait did say that he did not rape me? Oh thank god.

 Wait a minute, if he did not rape me than what is he in here for? To watch me sleep? That is creepy.

I narrow my eyes at him, and got off my bed.

‘’Ok so what the hell do you want from me, and the truth about how you came in because my door is lock in from inside’’. I state stretching my whole body, he looks away from me and I smirked, I was not wearing a shirt.

Is he uncomfortable with me?

Is he a homophobe, oh this is going to be fun.

‘’Ok, I will tell you but you got to promised me not to laugh or think I ‘am crazy, hell even I think I'am crazy’’. He mumbles and I wave my hand to gesture for him to continue.