Be Yourself - Jadam Story

Chapter 23 - Drunk

James and Adam have been talking to each other almost daily. They've been planning collabs and just playing games together. James has been pretty happy with where everything was going. However, his feelings still seemed to be confusing. He couldn't get Adam off of his head as he longed for the days of there silly dates. Yet, he still was more worried about there friendship more than anything. One night, he would finally make a decision.

James'POV

Adam invited me out. He said that he was going to a bar and wanted me to go with him. I couldn't turn him down so I decided to try it out. "Adam, are you sure this is safe." I asked.

"Yeah, we'll just drink a little and then catch a ride home. Now come on and take a shot." he told me handing me a cup. I drank it and smiled a Adam. "Ok, I trust you."

Turns out the bar had a place where you could get spanked. "Hey, James record this." he said giving me his phone. I held it up as I watched Adam get spanked. I laughed as he groaned in pain.

"Let me try."

"Why you wanna get spanked?"

"No, so I can spank you!"

"Only if I can spank you back."

"Deal!" I don't know why I took that deal. I spanked Adam a few times he laughed pretty hard threw the pain. Once, I was done it was Adam's turn. He spanked pretty hard and I let out a small moan.

"Woah James, what the hell?" he asked.

"W-ha? You hit m-me hard."

After that I was finished drinking for the night. Adam, who was already super drunk, wasn't. He drank a few more shots as we called it a night. I called a car to pick us up. As we got in Adam cuddled up next to me. My face got super warm as he did.

"Hey Jameson, we should do this again sometime."

"We really should." I told him as I took off his beanie and played with his hair.

"James, have I ever told you how handsome you are? That your eyes sparkle in the moonlight and you're positivity warms my heart up?" Adam said.

"N-no you haven't."

"Than I'm sorry and I should of told you earlier. Your the most beautiful guy I know Jameson."

Once we reached my house I payed the driver and be both walked out. Adam collapsed on my couch and I just sat next to him laughing. "Alright buddy, you can sleep in my bed for tonight and I'll sleep down here."

"Can you sleep with me James?"

I felt super flushed up as I looked at Adam. "Uh, sure buddy." We walked upstairs into my bedroom and Adam took off his sweather and crashed into my bed. I took off his shoes and pants as he slipped into my bed.

"James, can I tell you something?"

"Anything Adam."

"I'm still in love with you." he said as he pulled me into a rough kiss. His lips were chaped and tasted like alcohol. It felt so wrong, but I forgot how good of a kisser Adam was so I just melted into it. I fell on top of him as he continued to kiss me. I kissed back as we cuddled in bed.

"Hey Adam?"

"Yeah, babe?"

"I'm still in love with you too."

•~•

I woke up the next day with a small headache. I turned around and saw Adam next to me. "He kissed me last night. Maybe it was just the alcohol? Well it's like Jaiden said, I'll never know if I don't ask. Maybe there's a small chance he's still in love with me."

I got out of bed and made breakfast. Suddenly, from upstairs you could hear Adam groan. I came upstairs with two cups of tea. "Hey bud? How ya feeling?"

"Like fucking shit." Adam said as I gave him his tea.

I laughed at him "Yeah I guessed you would be like that. When your feeling better I need to talk to you alright?"

"Sure." Adam said drinking his tea.

Half an hour later, Adam came downstairs to where I had waffles and eggs set out for him. "Dang, this looks great James."

"Thanks the toaster was really hard to handle." I said. We both laughed as he sat down. "Um, Adam about last night?" He looked up at me as I took a breath. Here goes nothing. "You we're pretty drunk and you told me you told me you still loved me and you kissed me."

"I.....I did what? Oh jeez that was a mistake. I shouldn't of done that. Not again."

"Again?" I asked. "Adam what are talking about?"

"Well you see James, a few years after we stopped seeing each other I met this girl. Her name was uh... Cheerio. She was really nice and sweet. I kinda had a crush on her. After a while I told her that I loved her while we were drunk. I kissed her or something like that, I never remember these things. Basically, we started dating and I showed her the real Adam. Turns out she liked human Adam more than demon Adam, like everyone does... Cheated on me, broke up, you know the same story." Adam said.

"Oh... Adam I'm sorry..."

"It's alright James."

We sat in awkward silence as we started eating. I was gonna ask him to be my boyfriend again but after that I'm not sure. "Did you mean it?" I asked. He looked at me confusedly. "Did you love her?" He looked at me hesitantly, and sighed. "Part of me kinda liked her, the other part of me was drunk. We all stay stupid shit when were drunk ya know?" Adam said.

My heart broke a little when he said that. He was right though. Lots of people say stupid things when they're wasted. Maybe Adam was the same way. "Yeah, I know." After breakfast Adam was off to go home. I waved goodbye and quickly shut the door. Hot tears poured down my cheeks as I started to feel sorry for myself. If only I knew how he felt...