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Chapter Thirty-Two: Sex

A/N: I posted 3 new chapters titled Canada's Funniest Home Video #1, #2, and #3 right after Chapter 10, Chapter 20, and Chapter 30. They're cute flashback chapters that I decided to incorporate so definitely go check em out if you haven't already! <3

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Chapter Thirty-Two: Sex

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Luke:

Ophelia sent me a text on Thursday morning to let me know that she was mostly feeling all better. Apparently, her bug was a quick in-and-out kinda thing.

So.

We're still on for Saturday night.

We're gonna... have sex.

I can't even really believe it.

And, since it's my parents' 15th wedding anniversary this Monday, they're going on a romantic weekend away to Montréal or something, so, Feelz and I have the house to ourselves.

It's Thursday evening and I still haven't asked my dad for advice yet. I guess I should, right? Or maybe not. It's just so fucking awkward to think about.

Hey Dad, Ophelia and I are gonna have sex on Saturday and I wanna know how to make sure I don't completely fuck it up?

So maybe, not.

In hindsight, I totally get why my parents told me I wasn't allowed to start dating until I was sixteen, and that I wasn't allowed to date anyone who was younger than sixteen.

They said it was about emotional maturity and responsibility and age of consent. Ophelia and I have been dating for like, four months and we've already decided that we're ready for sex. If she were fourteen, fifteen? I'd feel a lot less sure, I think. I don't know. It's just weird to think about.

But then again, maybe it has nothing to do with age and everything to do with the person. I wasn't ever interested in taking things further with Jaylene or Emily. I didn't feel this... intense kind of affection or attraction for them that I do with Ophelia. It's like my entire body lights up super bright every time she's around and I just wanna hold her and touch her and be with her.

I guess that's what true love is.

And I want our first time to be good for her, even though I've heard that might be an unrealistic expectation.

I'll probably finish too soon. It'll probably feel really uncomfortable for her and I hate thinking about the fact that I'll have to hurt her. I don't want to hurt her, but I'm just trying to picture how I'd fit my dick inside her and it just seems... like, a really, really tight squeeze.

Good for me, probably not so great for her.

I read lots of things on the internet and, I think I'm prepared. I bought condoms and practiced putting them on, and I also purchased some lube just in case, because a lot of sites recommended it and I just want her to feel comfortable, you know?

Since we have the house to ourselves, I figured we could do take-out. She really likes Thai food, so I'll order some from our favourite place. We can even watch a movie before or something, if it'll help us both... relax.