The rejected mate

Ruined

The Rejected Mate

Chapter 6

Alec's P.O.V

I laughed as another round of alcohol pulsed in my veins. I haven't left my room since she left and i could not quite think or breath right.

The alcohol in my systems were only making the pain in my heart worse but what's there to do other than drink my sorrows away.

I even think my wolf left me. He hasn't said or done anyhting in 3 weeks. I'm beinning to miss his annoying and stupid remarks. My vision was absolutely ruined. I can't see straight and everywhere i look she's there taunting me everyday and night. I smashed the vodka against the wall. Glass shattered everywhere. Some pieces stabbing my arm.

I smiled as blood poured out of my hand. Its funny how I can't feel the pain. I'm too numb my body has been able to survive through this much pain how bad could blood really be. It could helo me bleed out so I wouldn't have to sit through this heart welching pain.

I dragged the chunk of glass down my skin and watched in astonishment as it cut through my skin and caused such an outcome. Red liquid oozed out of my arm like a teenage girl watching The Fault in our Stars.

Smiling i continued to cut open the skin on my arm. A chuckle erupted from my chest and soon enough I was having a total laughing fit.

"Alec please stop." She whispered her eyes filled with tears and worry clouded her amber eyes.

"Why! For you to cause me more pain." I roared at my beauty.

"Alec. You were the one that caused me pain." She cried tears roaming free on her face.

The time I made her cry in the hallways of school, it scarred my life. It would now forever stay on my mind.

"You think i don't know that already! You are screwing up my mind!" I screamed and held my head in my hands.

A smile broke out on her beautiful face.

"I know that Alec. But that's your fault I wanted you as my mate more than ever but you didn't but I can see why. I'm useless and ugly. I shouldn't been a part of your pack. I am so sorry Alec." She whimpered as she bowed her head.

"Stop it! I know what i have done! Leave me alone!" I yelled again and again. The world was spinning and my head was throbbing.

"Ok." She whispered.

I opened my eyes and what stood by my bed nearly killed me.

She had blood pouring on her wrists and thighs. A rope held her neck. Her wrists read 'i am sorry.' While her thighs were just stab wounds from a silver knife. I cried out a shriek like sound.

Horror was probably what my face looked like.

I collapsed by her stiff figure. No. No if she dies I die with her.

"No! No! Kendall!" I screamed out.

I caressed her cold cheek and as soon as I touched her she disappeared in thin air.

"No. Please no." I whispered. Wet, hot tears fell onto my cheek.

Maybe this a sign. Maybe Kendall did harm herself because of the pain I caused her. I probably didn't feel anything if she died because my wolf shut me out and she accepeted my rejection.

I can end this all right now. I can end all of this pain all of this heartbreak. I could join my angel or wait for her if she's still out there. Goddess knows what this girl doing to me. The pack was going havock. She was like the small blonde glue that kept this pack together and now that she's gone we are tearing apart.