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Arias pov
I laughed as the guys all were arguing through my comments while sitting around each other. They eventually did start arguing off the phone.

I was amused and felt so special to have all these guys in my life. I look over at Brandon who's smiling but I can see the sadness in his eyes which makes me hurt.

No matter how much I despise him for leaving me I care about him. But I know that he left for a reason and he can live without me. I stare a bit to long because he looks at me. I look down and suddenly I need more air.

I feel like I'm going to pass out. I go a little pale and Joel sees this

"You okay Aria?" He says looking concerned.

"Y-yeah i just- just need some air" I say basically running out of the area to a more open place with fresher air.

I don't know if I could be around him. I tried I really did. I hear footsteps and assume it's Joel. But I hear a voice I don't want to hear.

"You okay Ri?" Brandon says

"NO you don't get to call me that Brandon no I- wha- I can't be around you right now... I'm not ready"

"Aria.... can't I explain?"

"E-anything you say will shatter me Brandon.. because every situation meant you could live 4 years without me and be happy.."

"I know I'm sorr-"

"It took me 2 and a half years to even socialize.. meanwhile you were living your best life"

"You deserved better Aria I wasn't that"

"Cut the bullshit.. you didn't care about me I was in lo- you know what I can't be here right now I tried tell the guys I'm sorry I couldn't stay" I said walking down the street

"Aria.. you've never been in la before where are you gonna go?" I signal a taxi to stop

"Don't worry about me Brandon"

I say before I get into the car and ask to take me to the nearest park.

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