My part of the story

Please come home

Here I am ,staring blankly
In the darkest dark I've ever seen
Trying to find a loophole
A tiny something to hold on to
And everything is so empty
Even the dark
It's like a bad creature took the dark from the night,and the shine in the stars
And darling ,trust me ,he doesn't want to give it back

I know this ,because I've been that creature already
I tried to take the color of the world
Inhale it ,breath it
I wanted all just for me trying to fulfil the empty parts
Just like I wanted you
And yet you left

I ended up in the same place that I've been for a while now
But the difference is that my soul cant find the darkness that was in me before
And I'm craving for it so bad that I could be capable to destroy a hundred souls to fix mine

It might be selfish, it might be cruel
But I'm just missing the old you
The one that made me believe that I can fight and hope for another day
A day that will never come
Because You, my darling are not coming

                       My love