I'm scared.
What if I say something she doesn't like and she'll start losing interest in me?
I know she said she likes me, she even listed me things she liked about me. It was flattering and hella embarrassing but almost all the things she said that she likes about me are things I hate about myself.
It makes me feel so giddy inside. If this keeps up I don't know if I can take it.
Tell me how to calm myself.
I'm bad at communication so I don't know how to tell her. I don't know how to tell anyone anything.
I'm too shy to ask how I should act, I feel this obligation that I should be the one making the moves, being the guy and all. But she said it's fine, how we are right now.
I wish I'm handling this as well as she is. I'm just being a nervous wreck.
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Notes of a Semi Hopeless Romantic Guy
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