Diaries

Day 11

AUTHORS NOTE! THERE IS A TIMESKIP OF ABOUT TWO WEEKS SINCE THE LAST ENTRY IN THEIR DIARIES!

Lillie's Diary:

It's been too long since I wrote in here but these last two weeks have been crazy, Lana's realized my feelings for Ash, but she doesn't tease me about them constantly, this is why she's my best friend. No one else has picked up on them yet, but I'm living the happiest life I've ever lived for a while. I'm able to be myself around Ash in spite of my feelings, we're partners on the majority of assignments that require a partner and I'm never nervous. I know I have feelings for him, yet I'm not nervous around him and I figured out why. Ash accepts me for who I am, not for who he thinks I am, meaning if I embarrass myself, he'll laugh and then forget about it, because that's who I am. Recently on a hiking trip, I found a pokemon egg and raised it, it eventually hatched into an alolan vulpix, my first pokemon!, Vulpix has helped me get over my pokephobia and I love her. She's so adorable, and she understands me. Mallow has pointed out that we match, I'm known for wearing a white summer dress all the time as well as my white hat. Vulpix has camouflaged into my dress multiple times. Still what happened today blew my mind, Ash told me that his father was the leader of team rocket, I understood why he understood me on our way back from Aether. I pulled him in for a hug as I comforted him, I could feel his tears and it broke my heart to hear him cry. Giovanni being his father doesn't change my feelings though, and maybe I'm looking too far ahead, but I'm wondering what it would be like to be his girlfriend. Ok, I can't deny it anymore, I'm in love with Ash Ketchum.

Ash's Diary:

I completely forgot about writing in here for a while, but I need to put what's on my mind somewhere, today I told Lillie who my father was and she just hugged me, it was a massive weight lifted off my chest, but something happened during while I was in her embrace. My heart suddenly started to beat really fast, I don't know why though, no way do I have feelings for her, she's just my friend, yet my heart keeps saying I'm denying it. UGH, what is it? No, I don't have feelings for her, no way I do.