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Lucas pov
my head was still down on maya hands as both of my hands grab on her hands tightly. everyone went to eat something Angela tried getting me to go but I didn't give in. I wasn't planning on leaving until maya wakes up. she started to shake. ooh no please tell me she's not dying because this is what happens the machine beep and boom your gone. I lift my head up and she was shaking like earthquakes was in the room also the machine started beeping like crazy. no maya no please don't leave I scream getting out of my chair to see if her eyes were open. sir you have to get out please the nurse said pushing me out. no I scream before I was pulled out of the room. why is this happening to me why am I losing her. I didn't even think of staying anywhere in that hospital to be told she didn't make it. I rise outside I don't care where I was going I just didn't want to be near that hospital knowing she's gone. I went home straight when I enter the door and slammed it hard on it. honey what's wrong my mom said coming towards me. she's gone mom I said holding in my tears. who she ask. maya I managed to say through my tears. ooh honey am so sorry she said trying to hug me but I move out of her way. no I don't want no sorry from you or anyone just don't say sorry okay I said walking up to my room. I know she's trying to help but I don't need sorry from her or anyone else. I enter my room and lock the door. what am I supposed to do now?. my life well never be complete without her. I need her. why is this happening to me why am I losing her. I just want someone to explain this to me. I sat down and put my face in my hands as I rub my pam hard on my face. am losing it. I run my hands through my hair wishing she wasn't gone. I can't stand I can't sit I can't stand every thoughts that was running through my head was her, my maya I want her back this is  one thing I ever wanted so badly in life. my phone Buzz in my pocket. I grab it and look at the caller ID stupid hospital calling to tell me they are sorry. I just hit ignore. I lay on my back closing my eyes I was just wishing it can take me to her just for one more goodbye one last kiss is all am asking for. my phone Buzz again this time it's jaden. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone at all. my phone Buzz again a voice mail. I opened it to listen.

hey sir this is st Jonas hospital we just call to tell you we have a news please come to the hospital right away.

I click the number again to call.

hi am Lucas I was wondering if you could just tell me on the phone I said when a woman pick up the phone. it's about ms heart she woke up screaming for you we can't get her under control she said. that words she said made everything felt right. she w---woke up I whisper. yes sir she needs you she said again. am coming right now I said walking out of my room. mom can I borrow your car mine is at cory's I scream reaching downstairs. sure but what for she ask. maya woke up I said. ooh my god that's great she said pulling me in a hug. when she pulled away I grab her keys and got in the car. I can't wait to see that beautiful face again.

maya pov

please ms heart claim down the nurse said. no don't tell me to claim down listen here Blondie I want Lucas and your going to bring him do you understand. ms he's not picking up she said sadly. well I might just keep screaming Lucas I said screaming again. okay, okay I well try him again but please don't scream we have patients here who are sleeping she said walking out. this is what my heart pick coming back here to finish the life I have started the life I have built with the people who loves me and am going to live with it and just enjoy being here again god give me another chance and am not letting him down. since I woke up I been screaming for Lucas but he was gone and when I ask for anyone else they were all gone to eat but no one knows where Lucas went and no one else was picking up. I want Lucas he's the first thing I wanted to see when I open my eyes. few minutes later the door open reveling a handsome boy standing there shocked and surprise. maya he whisper closing his eyes to see if I was real. when he opened his agenda I just smile nervously at him. he came and sat down in front my bed taken my hands with this shaky hands. it's really you he said rubbing my cheek. yeah it's me I said. he lean his forehead on mine. you scared the living shit out of me do you know that he ask closing his eyes. I know baby am sorry I wasn't ready to leave you it just happened and am sorry I said running my hands through his hair. maya I never meant to hurt you everything I ever did was to keep you safe and when I saw your eyes closing is like you were taken every breath away from me, every breath I take is because of you, you have to promise me no matter what I do to hurt you you well never hurt yourself because I well never forgive myself knowing your gone please he said with his eyes still closed and a trea drop running down his face. hey look at me baby I said whipping his tears away. he open his eyes smiling weakly at me. do you know why I came back I ask. he shook his head. I came back because I wasn't ready to let you go I wasn't ready to say goodbye since you came in my life you have done nothing but love me and am so thankful for that for having you in my life non of this is your fault even though you kept something like this from me something I never thought you well keep from me I have been told you guys did it because you love me and I did overreact but I did it because all people have ever done is lie to me they lie and say it's because they love me Lucas and I didn't want to fall for that again I said holding his face in my hands. can I tell you a story about a boy in my life I ask. sure was all he said. I meant this boy in middle school he's name was Bradley I thought he loved me but I was a game to him and when I find out I was his girl toy he well beat me and throw me around he threat me if I ever say anything he well hurt me badly I kept my mouth shut I didn't say anything to anyone not even riley I was so scared and then he moved away I said letting my tears fall. it's so hard sharing something like this with him one of my deepest past. I felt a pair of lips on mine, this kiss has so much love like he's showing me he's nothing like Bradley, he's showing he loves me and his love is not a game is natural. he pulled away with his pam holding my face. you know what am glad that Bradley guy moved away or I would have killed him for causing does bruises on your skin he said kissing every inch of my face. baby girl am nothing like that Bradley guy I well never hit you or hurt you I promise on my life and another thing my love for you is not a joke I love you I love every inch of you and nothing can ever stop me from loving you, I promise to take care of you for as long as I live okay he said searching in my eyes for an answer that's true. okay I said smiling. the moment was ruined when someone open the door. maya I heard the person scream. I look to the door to find riley in tears am thinking is tears of joy. she came and hug me so tight I thought I was going to die. I took my arms and wrap it around her body as I hug her back. maya am so sorry your right best friend don't keep secrets and I did it because I wanted you to be with us forever I didn't want Shawn taken you away from us she said crying on my shoulder. I forgive you but shawn well never take me away no matter what am always going to be here am here to stay I said. she pulled away and ruff my hair. god I miss you so much I thought you were gone I never once thought I was going to see you again she said whipping her tears. well am here right that's all that matters I said smiling at everyone in the room. maya whatever we did to hurt you were sorry all we ever wanted to do was protect you cory said. Topanga nod with tears in her eyes. I love you guys come here I said opening my arms. two of the wrap their hands around my small body and hug me so tightly. we love you too Topanga said pulling away. Shawn was just standing there looking at the ground. aren't you going to say something I ask trying not to sound mean that he's just standing there like a stick. am sorry for coming in your life and making it complicated I should have left you alone, you already have what you want you have them he said looking at cory and Topanga. your right i do but now I know you love me also even when you left me you still came back and you try to be my father again am very thankful for that I said smiling. so am guessing you want me out of your life he said. never I want you in my life besides these past years with you was an amazing year and am whirling to give that father and daughter relationship a try I said. everyone was surprise I said that. do you really mean that he ask coming towards my bed. from the bottom of my heart I said. ooh maya you have no idea how much this means to me he said hugging me to his chest I could hear his heart beating so fast. guys group hug farkel said. everyone spread around me and hug me. you know what I ask. what riley said. grandma was right I couldn't leave you guys here even if I do try I can't because I love all of you I said smiling. we love you too Angela said laughing. I had my family back again my heart did make the right choice even though I miss grandma I wasn't ready to leave my life that I build just not yet.

author note

okay guys I didn't really had much ideas for this chapter so is kind of crabby and am sorry. but please don't think every other chapter well be crabby I just wasn't into this chapter. anyways vote and comments love you all

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