in love with my bestfriend [cross X epic] [FINISHED]

somethings diffrent here

[Cross pov]
I was laying in my bedroom, which was upstairs, I layed there staring at the white celling, I wish I could put pictures on the celling....I hate staring at the white celling it...reminds me of....the void.
Anyway.
I sat up, Looking around my room, at least I had black walls...not everything was white.
I hoped off of my bed and decided to go downstairs to get something to eat. Once I went down I see nightmare and epic face to face like they were haveing a conversation yet they were not saying anything...maby they finished the conversation? "OH, heyyyy cross" epic looked at me nervously, and I see nightmare smirking, or trying not to laugh at something. "Uh...good morning?" I feel as awkward as epic (probably) feels "good morning, cross" nightmare was smiling nudging epic on the arm, and which epic started play hit nightmares arm telling him to shush "when did you guys become good friends?" I was genuinely confused nightmare and epic both looked at me "just now...?" Epic has his hood on so I couldn't see any of his face expressions "why...?" I asked "don't worry about it" nightmare crossed his arms.
I got to admit how wierd this was, and that they were hiding something. I then see killer, killer and nightmare exchanged looks "we should leave them to to talk" Killer went on saying smirking at nightmare "yea I agree" nightmare nods and walks away with killer.
"What's up with them???"
I ask epic now standing more in front of him than I was a few seconds ago
"...eh...I don't know..." epic took awhile to respond, so I think he knows...but I'll give him a break, I ask to much questions, I relized that.

[Killers POV]
I had just came out from my room,
I see nightmare, epic, and cross as well...I could already tell what was going on "we should leave them to talk" I exchange looks with nightmare
And nightmare agrees with me and we both walk outside
"Should we get coffee?" I asked, while looking at my non-existent watch, yet you could tell by the sky it was 7am
"Won't people look at me wierd? Look at me killer" I look at nightmare "well...to me you look fine, but yea...maby people whould? Maby I can get us coffee?" I feel bad at this point
"Maby we can just...go back inside and eat" nightmare smiled at me, which is unusual, yet he's been trying to be nice lately...and I respect that, but sometimes it dosent feel right...but that's probably cause iv known him for a long time.
But as he asked we both went back inside and go to the kitchen to make food, might as well make some for everyone.

[Epics POV]
After looks were exchanged, akwardness was played.
I see killer and nightmare go outside, yet come back in a few minutes later...ugh I just couldn't belive I told nightmare OUT OF EVERYONE ELSE! I just hope he keeps the promise...cause when it comes to makeing promise with him, it's like your makeing one with the devil. He dosent keep his promises sometimes. So that worries me, what if cross found out....it whould be so...wierd right? You finding out someone you have been friends with for years LIKE YOU...and what if he dosent like me back? But only as friends- "Hey epic you there?" Someone waved there hand in front of me which stoped all my racing questions and thoughts, I look at cross
"O-oh sorry man...just in deep thought" Cross looked at me directly in the eyes "oh, but uhm iv been meaning to ask, why do you always zone out on me. are. You. Ok?" Cross looked at me worried, wow....was my behavior that noticeable? "I'm fine...probably just tierd?" I look at the wood floor "TIERD? You been sleeping for quite awhile, but actally I think that's normal for us.." Cross sounded suprised at first then blew It off and laughed, hm but now I need to find out how to make my behavior LESS noticeable to anyone, I don't want the others to question me while I'm thinking. Yet....agh this isn't like me at all! Why am I acting like this? Is it cause I hit my hea- "DUDE!! snap. Out. Of. It!" I here cross snap "Ah- uh what???"
I told him, questioning cross
"Your doing it again! Epic What is it you have been thinking about?"
I wanted to say cross, cause I am thinking of him...but that whould be wierd...
"Im....I'm sorry I did it again, I uhm, iv just been thinking about, the future...also my head just hurts sooo maby why I have been zoning out to much"
Cross stared at me, he snickers, "yea, you sure talk alot now as well" I didn't know what to say, so I just stand there for a second, it was akward.
"Eh...sooo, why do you have your hood on? I wanna see your face!" Cross gave me his classic warming smile. "I...UH...I'm just cold" Cross looks at me with begging eyes, I feel like I can't refuse now...but he will be vary concerned about the crack on my head...

I don't want him to worry....