New family - [filliefanfic]

Stupid.

~Finn's POV.~

I know what she's thinking that I know what her answer is gonna a be. No, not yet, too soon, she doesn't understand, she's confused, I need to explain, maybe, she needs to think about it, etc. And I was right, she said all of those things, not in that exact order, but she said it. So now she's not talking to me and I'm sleeping on the couch. I don't even know why she's mad, if anyone should be mad it should be me, not her. She should be sleeping on this stupid couch. Ugh, women are so stupid!

~Millie's POV.~

Finn is an idiot. He got mad just because I said I needed to think about it. What kind of child gets mad at such rubbish!? I refuse to speak to him without an apology first. He deserves to be exactly where he is now, sleeping on a sofa. He has no reason to be mad, he's just being ridiculous. Why are men so stupid?

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm, I put it on earlier than usual because I don't wanna bump into Finn. I turned it off and tip toed to my closet. I took a quick shower and changed into the clothes I had picked out the night before. As I made my way down the stairs I groaned mentally at the sight of Finn drinking coffee by the kitchen table. He looked up and noticed me standing there frozen on the steps, he scoffed and rolled his eyes at me. Ash-hole. I clutched onto my purse tightly as if he is about to rob me from something. I awkwardly tiptoed past him and watched him roll his eyes at me.

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It's nearly the end of the day and I really don't want to go home and see Finn. I just can't. I would literally do anything just to avoid him. And so I did, I offered to stay and supervise the detention classes. As well as walking around the mall for two hours and only buying a carton of milk and a box of chocolates. I got home around 6. I closed the door softly behind me and sighed as I stepped out of my heels. It was quiet, so I tip toed to the freezer and put the milk away. As I made my way upstairs I heard whispers. It came from Ian's room.

'I have no idea what's happening with our parents, but there's a tension there. Just promise me you'll always be my brother.'
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'I promise Lea, I love you and you will always be my sister.'

Both their voices were shaky and I heard a few sniffles, they were crying. I feel so bad, maybe I should just apologize to Finn. I take a huge breath before walking into my room. Just as I walked in Finn came out of the bathroom, he was wearing black ripped jeans and a dark grey button up with his black leather jacket and boots. His perfume was sharp, burning my nostrils. I furrowed my brows a bit. I stood there awkwardly playing with my feet.

'Where are you going?'

The shyness in my voice is visible, my voice as small and soft as that of a shy child. He looked at me for a second as if I was dumb for asking him such a question. He rolled his eyes and looked back to his phone and began typing away with a small smile playing on his lips. Finally he looked back at me and I raised my eyebrows still waiting for my answer.

Finn: Out.

With so much annoyance in his voice he spat at me. I sat on the bed and nodded. My hands still holding the box of chocolates that fell into my lap.

'I wanted to talk to you.'

He just snickered and shook his head.

'Can we talk when you get back?'

Silence. It was like talking to a wall. He looked at me from across the room with eyes that could kill.

Finn: I won't be back tonight.

Awkwardly he said those words, as if he was trying to make them hurt less. Impossible, because that sentence broke my heart.

'Oh.'

Again, silence. Awkward silence. I  ran my fingers across the box of chocolates.

Finn: What did you wanna talk about?
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'I wanted to say sorry, I feel horrible, this isn't making me happy and I know it's not making you happy either.'

He laughed and ran a hand through his curls. What's so funny in me trying to be a responsible adult and apologizing?

Finn: Goodbye Millie.

He spat my name out with disgust. I watched him storm out and slam the door on his way out. This is what I get, I simply nodded to myself. I ripped open the box of chocolates and devoured all of them at one, just stuffing my face. I don't even like chocolate. I ripped the chain Finn gave me off my neck and threw it across the room. I started crying silently until eventually I began whimpering and talking myself to sleep. If this is what relationships are then I don't want any part of it.

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