New family - [filliefanfic]

Guess who.

~Millie's POV.~

I wake up next to two small bodies on each side of me. I smiled slightly and brought them both closer to me. I felt them stir a bit before I saw Lea's big dark coffee brown eyes open. Then I felt Ian tugging at my shirt.

Ian: Mommy, you were crying so we wanted to cheer you up. You ate a lot of chocolate and you didn't take your make up off.

I smiled at them, staring at me with honest and sincere eyes. It was way past my time for school, as well as Ian and Lea's. Guess we're staying home then. I called the school and informed them I won't be in today. I did the same with Ian and Lea's school.

'What do you guys wanna do today?'
Lea: Make pizzas.
Ian: And watch Glee from season one in our
'Okay. Let's get started.'

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We were on season two of Glee already and we got so into it that we forgot about the pizza. So it burnt and the whole house was full of smoke. I had to call the fire department and tell them it was a false alarm. Oops. We open all the windows and doors. So right now we were sitting outside on the doorstep in pajamas waiting for the smoke to clear. Hungry and missing Glee. Ian started laughing probably thinking of what just happened, I soon joined in and placed a kiss on his forehead. I watched him make a fake disgust face. I let out s chuckle and heard Lea chuckled along with her head on my lap.

'Are you guys hungry?'

They both nodded so I got up and picked Lea up. They both looked confused as I took Ian's hand as he stood up. Lea put her head down on my shoulder for a while as I lead my way to the car.

Ian: Mom where are we going?
'To the mall, to give the smoke time to clear out and get something to eat.'

Ian's eyes widened and Lea lift her head up to look at me with the same expression. I furrowed my brows at their faces.

Ian: We're in pajamas and we don't have any shoes on, that's embarrassing.

He whispered. Lea nodded with him and pulled on my shirt for me to put her down. She waddled lazily towards Ian standing next to him. Her hands on both her hips.

Ian: I was a loser.
Lea: Nothings changed brother.

She snorted playfully and Ian shoved her laughing.

Ian: But, I met this idiot next to me and she scared away my bully and I have a girlfriend. I can't go to the mall in pajamas, it will ruin my reputation.

I looked at him strangely. Is this like a phase in kids life or is Ian just being Ian? I saw Lea trying to hold in her laugh, her face pink already.

Lea: No need to be a drama queen and I don't usually agree with nerds but he's right.
Ian: Thank you.

They stuck their tounge out at each other. I shook my head at them.

'Well I am not going to sit here all day, I'll buy your favourite ice cream.'
Lea: Fine.
Ian: I don't want ice cream, I need a new puzzle set.
'Done?'

I laughed as they walked to car dramatically.

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When we came home I saw Finn's car in the driveway. Is it wrong that my smile kind of faded and my mood kind of dropped. Ian and Lea ran inside with the puzzle probably to start on it immediately. I followed and walked inside to see Finn with a suitcase holding Lea who looked scared. Ian looked at me with a sad face.

'Finn, what's going on?'

He looked at me. And let go of Lea.

Finn: I'm going home, I mean I don't live here after all.

I heard cheap heels annoyingly making its way down the stairs. I watched Finn turn around with a huge smile as he embraced the plastic person coming down my stairs. She smiled back at him kissing him hungrily as if she was trying to swallow his face. The disgusting display ended when she pulled away with a giggle. Everything about her was already annoying me. Lea looked at me with her eyes wider than ever. Iris.

Iris: Hey Lea, you don't seem very happy to see me, come here.

Lea backed away and ran to me. I heard her sob in my neck as I held her in my arms. Iris dropped her fake smile and stared me dead in the eye. She looked at Finn with a pouty face making him stare at me angrily.

Finn: Lea, stop behaving like a brat, we have to go.
Iris: She's not going to listen baby, this women doesn't wanna let her go.

Finn nodded.

Finn: Let her go Millie.

I whispered in her ear comforting her but it only made her sob louder. Finn angrily walked towards me and attempted to take her out of my arms but she wrapped herself around me tighter. I couldn't move, I couldn't speak. A tear finally rolled down my cheek as he forced her out of my arms. I let out a whimper. Soft and weak, I was soft and weak when he raped me, soft and weak when my dad left me, soft and weak now. That's all I'll ever be. Soft and weak watching them walk away, my head is spinning, he's in my head, Romeo, David, Finn, no! Not again. Another person who broke my heart.

'Finn!'

I screamed as loud as I could but it came out soft and full of pain. I stared into his eyes, a look of pain and guilt that he quickly covered with an angry and tired expression.

'Dont do this, you don't really want to, I know, I can see it, you can't hide from me.'

I stood up straighter and clenched my fists a bit before releasing them.

'I can see right through you Finn, I know.'

A small smile crept onto my face as I stuck my hand out. He looked hesitant but slowly put his arm out reaching for my hand. He's smile started growing as he took a step forward before he was pulled back by Iris. Both our smiles dropped, so did Finn's hand. I left mine out for him to take. Another tear rolled down my cheek as I waited for him to walk over to me.

Iris: Let's go Finn.

She stared at him angrily and started walking to the door. Ian looked at me crying as he shook his head. Finn put Lea down and started walking away. Ian took slow steps towards her before they both embraced each other in a hug. They cried on each others shoulders whispering goodbyes.

"I'll never tell." "Idiot." "You'll always be my sister." "Brother."

They hiccuped before giggling a bit before Iris pulled Lea away and I held Ian in my arms to comfort him. Not even a goodbye and they're gone.

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Hey, I'm not sure if I'll be able to update, I'll try my best, but thanks for always being supportive and understanding, I love all of you, please keep commenting and voting❤️❤️😘😘🌹 sorry for not editing spelling errors, my time is kind of limited