New family - [filliefanfic]

Depression.

So sorry, I have major bad luck with phones, next chapter is on its way❤️🕊️✨

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~Lea's POV.~

I can't believe my dad, I watched him and my supposed to be aunt sitting on the couch. I know she's not my aunt, I've always known, I heard daddy yell at her through the phone talking about how he doesn't care if she's my mom and if she wants to see me. I haven't spoken to him since what happened with Millie, it's been a week. I can't take this craziness anymore, he clearly doesn't like Iris and she doesn't like him either. All I know is that I can't pretend to like this idea of playing happy family, it's just making me more and more mad thinking about it. I've still been going to school but I've noticed Ian hasn't been there, it must be because of Millie, I wonder how she's doing. I walked downstairs in my black clothes, I just feel like being sad, I don't wanna be a bright glittery fairy princess today. Dragging myself down the stairs I immediately rolled my eyes when I saw my "mother" making pancakes.

Iris: Morning sweetheart.

I glared at her with no expression.

Dad: It's called manners to greet back Lea.

A forced smile fell upon my face as I waved with mock excitement.

'Hello Aunt Iris, hello father.'

I tried not to laugh at the angry look on her face. She stared at my dad.

Iris: Are you just gonna let her talk to me like that Finn?
Dad: Lea, behave.

She scoffed and rolled her eyes. I took a seat on the couch across from my dad. He looked up at me lazily.

Dad: Are you okay?
'Nice try but I'm still not talking to you.'

He shrugged it off and stared back at his phone. So lame.

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~Ian's POV.~

I'm so lost on how to feel, my mom is completely broken, she's not eating or doing anything. She stays in her room all day, she hasn't been to work and she loves work. I haven't been at school, I wish I was, I need to speak to Lea, apparently we aren't allowed to speak but it's not like our parents will know. I feel so useless, I can't even help my mom. I don't wanna hurt her feelings even more. I hopped off my bed walking to her room, I gave a soft knock on the door before entering. She sat in the middle of her bed with her arms curled around her knees.

'Hi.'
Mom: Morning.
'How do you feel?'

She just shrugged rocking herself a bit. I sighed quietly sitting down next to her, I unwrapped her arms from her knees taking her hand.

'Mom. When can I go back to school?'

She looked into my eyes and smiled sadly.

Mom: I don't know.
'Its okay, I don't want to pressure you but I don't wanna fall behind, it's been a week already.'

She nodded running her hands through my hair.

Mom: I know, I'm sorry I just feel so-
'I know.'

She smiled weakly at me.

Mom: I'll try sweetheart. I promise.

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~Iris' POV.~

I'm so sick of this crap. I can't take it anymore, I can't believe I gave birth to that little demon Lea. She has to go, she's ruining everything. At least I have Finn and his broken little heart wrapped around my finger. I should thank that other nun Millie, her timing was perfect. Finn the idiot only thinks I'm here because I want to spend more time with Lea so we can be a family again, I couldn't care less about the rat. I should've gotten the abortion in the first place. Anyway, that's not the point. In a year Finn and I will get married then I can ship the rat off to boarding school or something so I can get my Finnie back. Nothing and no one is getting in the way of my plan.

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~Millie's POV.~

I know, I'm a horrible mom. I'm weak, Ian shouldn't have to suffer because of my problems. I want to be strong but Finn is or was the only boyfriend I had. I should've known it wouldn't last, it happened way too fast. I was supposed to stop it. For the first time in my life I went against my schedule, my routines, my perfectly planned everything, I just opened up and let myself go a little. And what did it get me? A broken heart. I feel so dumb, I feel like a stupid blind naive little girl. Exactly how I felt with Romeo. I'm gonna keep making the same mistake, even my own dad turned against me before and my friends. I don't care if I get called uptight or a control freak or if I lock myself in between four walls all the time, at least I'm safe there. I promised Ian I would try though, I want to I just don't feel motivated. I heard a knock on my bedroom door causing me to lift my head.

'Mom?'
'Yes?'
'Uhm. Grandpa's here. And two other men and a lady.'

I got up with my eyebrows furrowed slightly confused. I followed him downstairs slowly seeing my dad and my two best friends from high school standing in my kitchen. My eyes went wide.

'Dad? What-

He grinned widely at me making a small smile appear on my lips. I stared at the two people I list contact with almost 8 years ago.

'Oh lord, I can't take the anticipation. Mills, I missed you so much, your dad called, you look like hell, you need your gay ex best friend to give you a make over. Come on give me a hug.'

I laughed wasting no time running into the boys arms.

'I missed you too Schnapp.'
'I guess I'm chopped liver then.'

I looked up still crying.

'Of course not Gaten. You're so tall and you have all your teeth.'

He smiled showing off his 'pearls' as he always called them. I smiled at him raising my eyebrows at the girl next to him.

'Oh, this is my fiance Lizzy.'

He unwrapped his hand from hers and she shyly took a step forward.

'Hi Millie, I'm so happy to meet you. They told me so much about you.'

I smiled kindly at her and brought her in for a hug.

Noah: Okay, let's hear this then we can go kick this guy's ass.

~Finn's POV.~

I'm a stupid asshole, I know. I should never have broken Millie's heart, I should never have hurt her the way I did. She already has enough trouble with trusting men, I just made it worse. She will never forgive me. I regret answering Iris's call, I regret letting her back into our life. Now she has this stupid dream of us becoming a family, she wants to get married, I don't trust her. I feel like she's up to something because I was ready to give her a ring when she fell pregnant but she refused and after Lea was born she just bailed. She's not even completely clean, she still drinks sometimes. I loved her once upon a time but after everything she put me through with her pregnancy, she tried endlessly in many different ways to put an end to Lea's life before she was even born. I can never forgive her for that. I watched her walk into my room making me roll my eyes. She crossed her arms over her chest.

'Roll your eyes as much as you want Finnie. You'll get over her soon enough. Until then we need to focus on our daughter.'

I stared at her expressionless with a sigh.

'What about her?'
'We need to tell her, tonight.'
'Okay.'

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