Tododeku angst

Chapter one [trigger warning!]

[3rd person POV]

Izuku Midoriya is an 18 year old boy from Japan, he is dating Shouto Todoroki, age 19, and they live in an apartment and go to collage together with their friends Mina, Ochako, Sero, Denki, Kirishima and Bakugo.

[izuku POV]

Im sitting in my apartment as i get a text from Shouto.

Sho: hey izu, i'll be home late today. Endeavour asked me to stay for dinner...

Izuku: its okay! I'll feed the cat and stuff, what time do u think u'll be home?

Sho: around 8:30

Izuku: okie dokie :3

So i fed our cat, Tsuki, and then sat on my bed doing an assignment for school for around 3 hours, then Shouto walks in.... he has bruises on his arms and a cut on his lip.... its worse then last time...
"U sure u just stayed for dinner?" I said
"..izu you of all people know i cant say no to him... it'd been worse if I resisted"
"You're right..." I went over to him and kissed his forehead, he smiled weakly. "Go get a shower and clean urself up and thn maybe i can order some pizza?" I ask
"Mhm sure babe" he kissed my head then went into the bathroom and i sat on our bed and scrolled through the Hero News.

❗️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM⚠️❗️

[3rd person POV]

Todoroki went into the bathroom and got undressed.... then he saw it.... a razor... he'd planned to do this since he started training with his father that day... he hesitantly grabbed the razor and held it to his wrist, his eyes were filled with tears. He pressed the blade into his already scar-covered wrist and cut thin lines all up his arms, he watched and silently sobbed as the red, oozing blood dripped down his pale arm. After repeating to the other arm he stepped into the hot water in the shower... he washed all the blood of his arms as he stared at the ground. The water made Shouto's arms sting as it touched them but he didn't mind...'the more pain the better' he thought.

A few minutes later he walked out of the shower, dried off and put on some jeans and a hoodie before walking put and flopping onto the bed next to Izuku. "Babyyy cuddle me i missed u" he whined as he hugged Midoriya. Izuku hugged back and smiled as he cuddled him. "So how about that pizza, shouto?" Deku asked
"Mhm im down for pizza, plain cheese?"
"You betcha!" Izuku softly kissed Todoroki and prdered the pizza, Shouto had fallen asleep by the time the pizza arrived so Izu decided to leave him to sleep. He ate a few slices of his own and then Todoroki woke up, "Can i have some?" He asked
"Sure" Midoriya said, passing Shouto a slice of pizza, he ate it and then put a movie on the TV.

Izuku was having fun chatting with Shouto until he got a reminder on his phone...it said 'go to nurses office'...