"Distance Soulmates~"

"Messages"

I have spent hours, and hours...

Messaging them talking about random stuff...over and over and over. Making me smile feeling my heart race with love at the excitement of each message I received from him. 

I started to have a huge crush for him, he was just so kind to me. I've never met someone like that, that knew how to be so kind to someone like me. 

Yes, most of my own friends didn't even like hanging around me or hearing my voice in their party. I was a depressed emo trans.  That was suicidal at that, which most people don't wanna be around to have their heart broke when I died.  

He didn't judge me as the others did, he didn't hate me for who I was. 

Because he was the same as me. We both struggled with ourselves, mentally and physically. And what was even cooler was that...we were both Trans. 

I couldn't believe I found another one out there! 

He didn't have a red string...Either...

Tonight was our first call...

We had been best friends for over a year now...

Why was I so nervous to call them? He was my best friend and I was nervous to call him? 

Oh...

I know why...

Because I fell in love with them...

More than a best friend...

"Hey, Ky! How are you...?"

"I'm still nervous! Give me a second to collect myself before I squeak"

"hehe oh come on Ky I'm not gonna bite you. I can't even reach you, I would hit the screen. "

"Oh shut up my anxiety takes over me at times like this...hehe your voice is so beautiful"

"No your voice is Beautiful Ky!"

"But so is yours!"

"Lies~! It's so pretty!"

I laugh and blush lightly smiling widely ...

Wait...?

I was...blushing?!

I smile at him as he smiles back at me softly...

Oh no, his smile was cuter!

Then he looked down and gasped

"I got the string! Look Look!"

I smile and tear up a little, he got someone. And it probably wasn't ever gonna be me, I knew I shouldn't have talked and felt these feelings for him. I wanted to cry and scream..and that someone wasn't gonna be-

"Ky! Look at your hand!"

"My what...?"

"Your hand! Where soulmates! You have a string"

I had the red string...

And it was connected...to my best friend...

Gabe...

Was I dreaming...?

Was this a dream, my head just messing with me to make me feel happy?  

-Kyler Lynn

Until then~