"Distance Soulmates~"

"StarBoy"

Starboy ~

I couldn't stop myself from calling Cj Star boy. Hehe, it was amazing that we both loved the stars so much. It still is a shock to me seeing how alike we are, and how along we get together. 

I didn't go to school the next day even tho I had it off. My face hurt like hell. And I was lightheaded.

My head was rushing.

My eyes would blur at times and all I could see was red flashes.

I quickly get up and slide on my large black hoodie. Pulling the hood up putting my hat on. I grab my keys, a can of spray paint, my phone and shoes.

I ran down the stairs and got ready. Walking out of my empty house, since no one was home anyways.

I keep my quiet walking to the train station. I then find an empty train cart and start to graffiti

"StarBoy "

I looked up and around to see if anyone was watching. I do it more until I finish smiling. I take a picture quickly than ran out of there.

"Starboy..."

"My star boy..."

God, he gots me wrapped around his finger. Got me falling head over heels for that cute boy. I've literally fallen over for him already bruising my tailbone again.

I smile at the thought of him then kept my face hidden from strangers as I walked into the local gas station. I looked up noticing the clerk was busy. I grabbed a mountain dew and then side some snacks into my hoodie hiding them.

I then walk up to the clerk paying for my drink. Then walk out unnoticed.

I did this often since my parents didn't feed me much. Or care much where I was.

I frowned and sat at the park eating my snacks watching people play at the park. I then noticed a couple and frowned.

I wish I could do that right now. I messed with my string a little bored and sighed getting up.

I ran to a building and went into the alleyways tagging the wall quickly with "starboy " then ran off before someone noticed me.

After hours of running around. I walk home late and go straight up to my room. And call Cj smiling. But he didn't answer...

I tried calling him again.

Nothing again...

I frown and set my phone down and looked out my window as it started to rain. I smile messing with my string thinking of him.

He was amazing...he was my world.

Wait. God, I'm crazy for him! Hehe...

I get up and send him the pictures of the graffiti I did for the day.

He may not have answered... it was really late. But i knew he was gonna love it. No matter what I told him how much my art sucked.

He always told me it was the best he's ever seen and that I should be proud. No ashamed of myself for being myself.

I giggle writing on my wall of all the quotes and love letters he's written to me.

Yet again I'm blushing!

I smile then lay on my bed thinking of him staring at the ceiling.

My eyes got heavy as I slowly drift away into a deep sleep...

Until then!
-Kyler Lynn
❤️Cj❤️