"Distance Soulmates~"

"Starry Night"

Oh, stary night...

Oh, stary night...

The first star I see tonight...

I wish oh wish upon you...

From this blessed night...

As for I wish to see my beloved tonight...

Oh please Oh please...

Stary Night...

Reach down from the heavens and take this wish...

I have dreamed about this for my life...

Oh, stary might...

Would you please just grant my wish this once...?

( This Poem was written by Kyler Lynn the author himself!)

I smiled as I finished my paper that was due in English, yeah I may have been missing a week of school. But it didn't bother me, I got to do everything at home instead. I sighed shutting my laptop sitting back staring at the wall.

Oddly Cj told me he had a huge surprise for me when we called this morning. 

But that was around an hour ago at this point...

I know he's at school but he usually texts me by this point. And it was bugging me that he wasn't talking to me. I know I can survive without him texting me, longest I've lasted is a week before I broke down crying. In the middle of class at that. 

I smile thinking about him and doodle stars all over my arm smiling. 

Okay, maybe I was a bit too in love with him? I wonder If...

"Hm...Let's look this up. Signs of love."

I type it on my laptop searching for an answer. 

"Can't get that girl or guy out of your head? Daydreaming about the person when you should be working? Imagining your futures together? These dizzying thoughts may be signs of love.

In fact, scientists have pinned down exactly what it means to "fall in love." Researchers have found that an in-love brain looks very different from one experiencing mere lust, and it's also unlike the brain of someone in a long-term, committed relationship. Studies led by Helen Fisher, an anthropologist at Rutgers University and one of the leading experts on the biological basis of love, have revealed that the brain's "in love" phase is a unique and well-defined period of time, and there are 13 telltale signs that you're in it." 

I do seem to daydream a lot about him, I even dream about him. Sometimes it's not good dreams...I get nightmares as well about him. And it scared every bone out of me. 

I start reading over the other signs listing them in my head. 

"When you're in love, you begin to think your beloved is unique. The belief is coupled with an inability to feel a romantic passion for anyone else. Fisher and her colleagues believe this single-mindedness results from elevated levels of central dopamine — a chemical involved in attention and focus — in your brain.

People who are truly in love tend to focus on the positive qualities of their beloved while overlooking his or her negative traits. They also focus on trivial events and objects that remind them of their loved one, daydreaming about these precious little moments and mementos. This focused attention is also thought to result from elevated levels of central dopamine, as well as a spike in central norepinephrine, a chemical associated with increased memory in the presence of new stimuli."

I sighed in frustration shutting my laptop. I knew it was too good to be true. I was really truly in love this time. Nothing fake...nothing that's gonna mess with my heart. No one's gonna play with my feelings...

I know Cj, is my soulmate and is a good match for me...

I smiled grabbing my phone then frown noticing he hasn't opened my photo I sent him around a half an hour ago. 

I mumble under my breath setting my phone on my bed then got up to go take a shower. I walked into my messy bathroom taking my hoodie off and the rest off my clothes. I then looked up at myself in the mirror after I started the water for my shower.

I stared at my chest, that I hated so much. I wish I just was flat...and not have these god things that make me a woman. I frown staring at myself noticing my ribs showed a little. I sigh looking away then went into the shower washing myself off.

I looked up closing my eyes letting the water run down my face as I stood their. I smiled thinking of my baby boy. I giggle softly then open my eyes shutting the water off stepping out of the shower. 

I wrapped my self up in a towel and turned my radio on to my favorite station, I smiled listening to the music and shook my head like a dog getting all the water off of it as I smiled fixing my hair. 

I then grabbed my binder sliding it on making me appear more flat, I then put on my chains and threw on a clean black shirt. I then dried myself fully off sliding black sweatpants on then walked out of the bathroom taking my radio with setting it in my room. 

Turing my loud music up as well.

I then sat on my bed fixing my messy hair putting it in a purple beanie shifting.

"Heh, Jeez. I actually showered. And dressed in clothes that aren't dirty. This is a one-time goal I guess?"

I then jumped up hearing my front door knock. 

I run down the stairs then shift.

Why was I oddly nervous, and why did...the string seem so short?

I open the door slowly...

And there stood...

AHAHA CLIFF HANGER 

Cj don't kill me qwq

Omg, I'm so proud of myself this is around a 1,000 word update!

Until then!

-Kyler Lynn <3