"Distance Soulmates~"

"You're Never Alone."

I had a bad feeling.

I had been massaging with Gabe again. Trying to rebuild our relationship again, we still loved each other very very much. Why wouldn't we? We have known each other for over 3 years now. And still have never met in person sadly. 

One day we will meet though.

We have been through it all, at first. We were just girlfriends, he was my first girlfriend when I came out as Bisexual. Then, we drifted apart due to some personal reasons I was dealing with at home...

A year had passed, or so...maybe even more. I had received an email from him. Then bam!

We started talking again and found out we're both Transgender now. 

But, this isn't about talking about how we meet. No.

I have a deeper feeling, that I know something is wrong with him.

I have seen it all, from photos to video calls...

He suffers from Depression as bad as I do.

And recently he went into the hospital...

It's still hard to handle...seeing that I can't help much. I fear that he doesn't want me in his life as much...

 But, Gabe if you read this.

I love you so very much, and never let anyone ever bring you down to your lowest points. Let others bring you to your highest points even if they can't be there all of the time. 

You matter in this world, your skin isn't paper Love. Don't cut it, please. I know from experiences that it really doesn't help even if I really wanna do it. 

It only makes scares that bring back bad memories. And I don't want you to suffer from those bad memories. 

Keep your head up and smile, talk to people that you trust and love. Find others like you, that have the same interests and likes.

Hey, I may be someone, but your stuck with me anyways. 

If you ever need anything Im always